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I've different sides of me when i face different people. Nobody will ever know the real me. Complicated ;

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Monday, January 31, 2011

I thought things would be different from you.

Today was lik hardly smiled fr th whole day, GREAT .
MY HYPER-NESS IS GONE !
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Fuuck you raining days, you sucks -'- .
Skip sch ---
Aft sch, went to bugis w/ jh, it was FUN okays !
Cause i actually get to drink KOI lol ._.
& first time i get to help people choose clothes (Y)
Lunch @ 4+, wasnt tht hungryy :/ .
Aft tht train-ed back to boonlay, while waiting fr jh, some guys walked passed & stared at me.
Stared two times somemore -'-, bs ttm .
Went to interchange waited fr cousin & aunt then went to look fr cousin's shoes .
BS .

Sunday, January 30, 2011

Things just go up & never came down.

Today out w/ peeepos, was fun.
Till aft 4+, things went wrong...

Saturday, January 29, 2011

Laughs

Hahas... i'm fat ...

Friday, January 28, 2011

CAMP

CHEERS ! PEOPLE I'M BACK ! MISS ME RIGHT? AAHHAHAS xD !

Day 1.

Well, morning meet up w/ zhao & ettati.
Ettati didnt sat w/ us, well, SHE ACTUALLY PANGSEH me ): .
Imma sad ttm !
Lolol :x, end up whn going up, she actually came down to fetch me (Y) !
So well, bus-ed to camp site.
Belief everyth, okays , LETS GET STARTED OKAYS ?!
They ask th guys to go first to pitch their tents, den we girls .
We are special xDD !
Cause other grp got 7, we only got 6 people cause we die die dont want go other grps xD.
Our tents are screwed, some things are missing -.-, jh tht grp aft they finished their tents they came over to help <: , TYS :D .
Okays ALMOST finishing soon, it started raining CATS & DOGS .
Well sua, people lets walk back to th place we started and prevent ourselves from getting more wet.
Girls was asked to let down our hair and dry them.
I LOOK LIK SOME SZB & LZB CAN .
JULENE & YANHONG PON CAMP LO ! LIK THIS ONE LA !
Okays, it rain-ed non-stop.
First day activities was all not carried out.
Went to our chalet.
And soon it's lunch time YAY !
Lolol -.-.
Hav to sit on th dirty floor, bo bian one o-kays ): .
Mud here and thr.
Aft th rain stopped fr awhile, we went back to th tent to play some games.
Guys gu yi lose to us de lo o-o, but nehbermind .
They got punishment anw, do cat walk.
I lik kitson's one best (Y) !
And soon, it started raining agn -.- .
BLAH BLAH BLAH -'- !
At night, srsly, th toilet sucks, got lizard, BIG BIG ONE SOMEMORE.
And cannot bathe in peace -_______-, people was rushing us D: .
Well, i anyhow faster bathe and came out.
B/c of th rain, we girls get to sleep in th chalets there w/ air-con xDD !
But must share w/ other classes girls, which sucks, WHY ?
THEY CHAO TTM, WONT DIAM ONE, I VERY GOOD GOT PATIENCE .
Guys must sleep at th white tent which is th bball court, srsly, WHY IS OUR CLASS BOYS ONLY BOYS WHO HAV NO TENTS SIOL ?

Day 2


Morning woke up w/ all th people talking -'- .
I wanna sleep more leh !
But slept well cause got air-con xD !
Breakfast, well, didnt finish all agn :x .
Get chg-ed to class tee, lime green :/ .
Today aft breakfast went fr high elements, fr th dont knw what thingy, keep from top come down tht one, i came all th way up, i look down i hum liao, dont dare go down, i back out w/ ettati >< .
Aft tht was rock climbing ?
3more sqs fr me to reach th top but sad my legs rlly cmi liao .
Less den 10 girls manage to reached th top ):, but not bad liao (Y) .
During th high elements, was playing w/ wenling and chatting w/ peoples .
People play scissors paper stone by hitting their hands, well, me and wenling played slapping faces <: .
We played SERIOUS one leh !
Rlly will make you hear th PIAK .
AHAHAHAS it was fun, but wenling didnt want to continue cause she scare later we fight xDD .
End up played th hit hand on lo, my hand hurts ttm >: .
*SAYANG OWN HAND*
Lunch was aft tht, didnt ate much, gave away my meat <: .
Dont waste food :x .
Well almost all th meat i dont want i gave to jinghe xD, he lik laopei can :x .
Aft lunch, all our activies gone cause we was using all th time preparing fr our campfire.
Was actually dancing DOWN by JAY SEAN, ended up we did other things.
And well, my tht fucking toe started bleeding AGAIN .
Was asked to see doc i knw i will .
Well i missed out what to do during campfire, so well, asked ettati.
Ettati IS EMO-ING.
PEEPOS ARE EMO-ING .
IMMA *BANG HEAD* .
One meal cannot eat in peace, WHY ?
Insects here and thr, worms here and thr -'- , SPIDERS here & thr .
Campfire, HYPER TTM .
Two classes same song, two classes same cheer, *BOO* !
AHAHAHHAS .
Tht night was quite peaceful slept well <: .
Aft last sentence w/ ky, i slept straight , morning jus right woke up at 6.30 <: .
BY SOMEONE'S WATCH, TI TI TI NON-STOP, YOUR EAR SIAO ARH? CANNOT HEAR. OFF IT LA.


Day3


CHEERS* Finally going homee xD .
Aft breakfast, was some talkings and had to clean th areas, well, we had to clean our chalets & th toilet near th high elements there >:, SUCKS TTM !
We didnt helped out whn cleaning th chalet so had to clean th toilet but well i ENJOY it, SRSLY !
AHAHHAS .
I was jus helping people to refill th water, why ?
Cause i'm w/ my slippers as im allowed to wear slippers and people are w/ shoes xD !
Toilet so clean, PROUD of our class xD .
Aft tht, went back to tak our things and gather at white tent, well, i hit on someone's leg, and my toe started bleeding agn, FUCK IT .
And it bled non-stop .
Went fr help agn LOLOL :x .
And tys fr someone to tak my things fr me <3>
Aft talking finished and finally dismissing us, it started raining and th wind is cold, && im shivering >:, COLD TTM !
Bus came, and we left w/o th chers, but jh went back to call mr choo .
Reached sch, taxi-ed home w/ eunbin.
Reached home, unpacked everyth, wash one pair of my shoes first, sit down, eat bread.
Watch tv awhile, go bathe, and BANG on th bed within seconds, i fell aslp >< .
Slept till mommy came back, ate sushi, aft tht, 3seconds on bed, fall aslp AGN .
Why? Headache .
Itchy, and aching all over my bodyy !

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

I'm cursing your name in the rain.

Going camp tmr, sad ttm ):, i will miss my lappy, my fone, my music, my piglets, chocolates and etc.
Morning lik per normal only today took th long bus and manage to listen to 3songs (Y) .
Life went on as normal .
Lazy post, WHY?
Cause no mood ._________________________________________________.
Tmr camp TT , i dont wanna go camp >: .

Monday, January 24, 2011

Shut the fuck up.

Morning went to sch damn early la, thanks to ezzati -.- .
Say what wan chiong HW, end up i only chiong my English sian ttm .
She sucha muti fiki, fyi, muti fiki is created by MEH !
Muti fiki= mutha farker=mother fucker xD !
Math was sian ttm, dont understand a single word, laoahma, shh shh slow down la ): .
Peepo keep tell her bell ring liao need go fr PE, dont knw she deaf or what -________-
PE went down and up, nice (Y) !
Ran fr lik 5rnds, wdfuckzxcs, can i roll ): lol :x .
Ettati was lik saying i keep act cute wdfzxcs !
Den Bernice also say i act cute ):, den KY also say, DEN WENLING ALSO SAY
WDF , last time Kenny say nao they say ): .
Lit was nice (Y), keep talking to berber, since she sat bside me .
Recess wanted to study fr my English & Chinese end up i nv study a single thing ): .
Chinese i srsly dont knw how to do, i leave a lot a lot of blanks wdf crap Dx .
English did booktalk not bad not bad (Y) !
Pity ma'am can nv speak w/ th whole class diam diam :b .
Art sucks ttm :D .
Wrote down notes abt manga drawing was writing on my hand w/ ettati.
Cher i piak you den you knw !
Make my wenling stand ): .
Jinghe tio gl by her xDD , he gl back, not bad epic enuf :x .
Aft sch, went to lunch w/ wenling, aft lunch, walked arnd i wanna buy th owl thingy ): .
I shall buy it before CNY <: .

Saturday, January 22, 2011

You're a dog, WHORE !

Morning was being woken up by sister, THANKS A LOT -.- .
Well, 9.10 decided to wake up and do finish all my houseworkk :D .
Aft everyth, ettati told me chg to 12.30 meet :/, wasted, shud hav slept more -_____- .
Well, from quite a number of peepo going back to only me and ettati going but nbm still funneh in thee end anw .
So train-ed to bugis, blah blah blahh--- .
Started shopping @ bugis streeet oh yeah baby xD !
Peepo stop stepping at my slippers MOTHER FUCKERS, *stares* *peepo apologized*
Bought 2shoes, one nice nice white shoe fr my camp, *YAY*, one fr my cny de .
Well, shop from 1+ to 3+ .
Well, went to iluma, wanted to buy KOI, cb, so many peepos -'- .
Nevermind, went to food junction to eat lunch, walk walk walk, no seat went to mac, kfc no seats , saw 4A seniors :/ .
End up we still eat at th kopitiam, sian ttm.
Nothin to eat -____-, but still eat , full ttm, was hungry :x .
Th same peepok keep walk pass, srsly peepo, stop walking pass us -.- .
4-5 TIMES LEH PLEASE LA .
Went back to bugis street, shop fr 2clothes one fr cny one fr normal wear, YAYAYAYAY !
Shopped fr quite awhile decided to train-ed back to boonlay, since already 4+ going 5 liao :/ .
Otw, we keep talk abt th class cheer, i tot of alot alot, ettati laughed at all of them wdfzxcs, COMFIRM my cheer all so much btr den other peepo think one la can !
Missed one train fuuck ): , sister was inside tht train ._.
Sister called, tell her meet at boonlay, father called, tell us meet him at blah blah blah.
Alone waited fr so long laa canzxcs .
End up went to ate Mac, otw saw simun and berlinda YAY :D .
Aft dinner went home, tired ttm Dx .

You're a DOG, a WHORE, a MOTHER FUCKER, a BITCH, a SLUT, a LAN JIAO BIN, a CHEE BYE KIA & last but not least a OH FUCKING PROUD DOG. CHEERS (: .

Friday, January 21, 2011

200111

Morning bus-ed to sch w/ yuzhao, asked her abt th Hist test, not bad not bad (Y) .
Saw SiewPeng *HI* :x .
Reached sch, wanted to go back classroom tak my notes, screw -.-, th door is still locked -'-.
Assembly BLAH BLAH BLAH !
Ms Tan scolded all of us fr putting books under th table :/ wdf :/ .
Bo bian right ): , bag so heavyy .
First period straight away start test.
Okays i can actually fail my test liao -________-.
Left 5mins i was staring at th watch -.- .
PE, Ms O not here, Mr Yaw took over, did th same thing, SLACKING , ahahahhas xD
Math, did th revision paper, ytd's HW nv do, end up last min chiong no difference :b .
Recess did nothin .
D&T , drew clocks, IMMA ZAI KIA :B !
I complete both my two clocks in less den 20mins :D .
&& i helped berber draw her's too :B .
Aft sch, stayed back, fr th sci, go thro fr abt 5mins nia den doneee .
Went to toilet sms-ed ettati :B .
Went to eat pepper lunch, NICE NICE (Y) .
First time *loveeeeees* .
Aft tht slacks at jurong central park :B .

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Nothing gonna change the fact.

Sian ttm ): .
Okays i knw i everyday also sian ttm la :/ .
Morning pushball sucks BIG TIME !
I tio push here and thr, tio mud, pity Bernice <: .
And LUCKY fr peepo at th back la hor, all so clean de, unfair ttm .
Chinese lesson th test, srsly hor, th test on dont knw which date, i bought my workbook, you bo collect and i tot tdy you dont need, and tdy you say you want collect wdfzxcs ?
Music hmm, my piano skills sucks (: .
Recess---------------------------------------------
Hist, wanted to chg place but tio caught AWW ): .
Cher say must get into grps of 4s mixed, why 4girls cannot siol ?
We all mix races right -.- !
Me and wenling was asked to chg , ettati emo, cause she dont want tht grp , but kitson thr what good what (Y) .
Math chg-ed place, YAY, did work, nice nice was laughing w/ ettati (Y) !
Sci lessons always pass so fast de norh, -.-, ettati keep coughing, and i also started coughing and peepo arnd classrm also LAWLS.
Today bo CCA YAY !
Stayed back awhile w/ ettati and wenling and bus-ed home .

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Thanks a lot, now i'm stronger ,DOG!

-Say whatever you want, i won't give a damn even if you backstab me, talk behind my back whatever, cause i have grown more mature this year and not more childish (: , happy fooling and talking around with your childishness yeah?

Today tot ettati not coming to sch, cause ytd she sms me say she got 1day mc.
Tot she not comin so i bought my own HP to listen to music -.-, ended up she got come, and i even bought my txtbk cause i tot she wont be coming wdf :/ .
Home @westwood abt th camp, srsly i dont lik camp O-KAYS ?!
You hav limited time to bathe, peepo sharing bathroom w/ you, dirty, sleeping in tent this year, anytime an insect can come in BLAH BLAH BLAH -____________- , actually im okay w/ all of thee abv but, srsly, i dont lik to pack things fr camping -_______-.
CME was taken away by th home @westwood.
Hist i wanna laugh.
2WHOLE PERIOD, we was tearing our workbook xD , ma'am said so, peepo was havin fun :b.
What i learn today during Hist lesson?
TO BE VIOLENT.
AHAHAHAHHAHS ! Peepo was asking fr hole-puncher/punch-hole-er, here and thr :B.
Maths, sian ttm, was talkin to ettati blahblahblah :b.
Recess ------
English, cham die, was hoping tdy no time fr booktalk, suay luhs got ): .
Somemore hor, i forgot to giv cher my newest updated powerpoint slides, paiseh die to read what wasnt on th screen -.-.
Peepo complained i was talkin too fast :/ , well i was nervous && simple enuf, you can see me shaking (N) !
Sci lessons always passes so fast ): , didnt get th whole thing aft lik 10mins+ den i get it -.-.
And imma smart ! I solve it ME, MYSELF !
CHEEEEEEEEEEEEEERS !
I was noticing Mr Teo's th big big ring rather than th screen, his ring damn AA >< , not bad not bad, dark blue de (Y) !
Lit was okays, got dismissed early lik 15mins?
YAY YAY YAY !
Bus-ed home, aft ettati stopped at gekpoh to fetch her niece :/ , imma alone >: , cheh :x , reached home ate th chocolate ettati bought fr me, I LIKE IT !
But i hate th nuts i only lik th raisins -.-.
Okays gonna be guaikia to finish my HW and slackk :B !

Monday, January 17, 2011

A step at a time.

WELL I'M THE FUCKING DEVIL HAPPY?
Today was heng, cher lappy sot tio, i didnt get to present only first two get to :B .
YAY*, but tmr hav to present one laa -.- .
Ma'am tdy kind of KABOOMZ liao AHAHAHHAS :x .
PE was... fun :/ ?
Art tio said tht my pic cmi, cher giv me, ettati and wenling one pic, share and draw.
Ettati draw tht anime lik some frog demon AHAHAAHAHAH xD !
We laugh non-stop can :x .
Aft sch got what camp briefing, sian ttm, idw camp la canzxcs, I HEADACHE, I EVERYWHR PAIN, IMMA ALLERGIC TO CAMP !
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Aft sch still need stay back fr awhile thks to what chinese thingy I HATE IT TTM CAN .

Sunday, January 16, 2011

It hurts to see your face again and knowing your not mine.

Well, im srsly feel lik burning down westwood -.-.
Th book talk i srsly going to suck tmr, WHY?
Cause my pronouncing at words sucks , my book talk sucks, my book sucks.
And i hav tons of HW waiting fr me .
And please la, SEMO GONG SEC 1 AND 2 IS RELAXING YEARS? PUI LA HOR -'- !
Sai, tmr gg fr me .

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Tell me how much i mean to you.

Well morning was suay :x .
Why?
Cause randomly out of nowhere, i saw my erzi at interchange -_____-, okays i jitao turn my head away okays .
Nv see my face, good good (Y).
Straight away went to meet w/ zhao and ettati jus straight saw them <: .
HI !
Today lesson as per normal o-kays, Math was playing w/ ettati lolol :x.
Chinese HEHEHEHSx.
Music was ok-ish :DD, FUN.
Aft sch CCA :/, tio scolded fr being late fr 10mins, wdfzxcs.
Jus mark attendance and talk a few mins den can go home liao lols o-o.

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

I'm a crazy bitch.

Well morning as per normal, well imma always listening to SHINee's lucifer and hello :B.
Blah blah, morning CME+Home@ westwood, well i guess i was th only one who didnt get called up abt telling own ambition xD !
Dearest Math Teacher, PLEASE SPEAK PROPERLY AND DONT MAKE TH QN MORE DIFF FR ME.
Skip Skip Skip-
Sci, was ....
My name was being called OH GREAT, FUCK YOU PEEPOS WHO SAY MY NAME AS OTHERS -'-.
Didnt answered Mr teo, and he said 'hi' wdf :/ ?
Lit was fun xDDD !
Threw pens at ettati who ask her throw at me :b .
Aft sch, my $10 went missing agn, OH GREAT.
Imma gonna fuck you tht person who stole my moneyy, you mutha farker. -'-

Monday, January 10, 2011

Just one little step.

Well today was late day, CHEERS*
Math lesson is gonna forever sucks till we chg back to Mr Ali o-kays?
Lit was ok-ish, overall i was counting down to th bell to ring fr recess.
Chinese was fun i guess :/?
Always talking to weien and laughing.
English booktalk, nxt nxt week, YAY.
Art sucks ttm.
Cher you cmi laa, chg cher o-kays? Even tho your good (Y), i lik you but you speak too soft and cannot keep other peepo's mouth shut .
Aft sch bus-ed to JP waited at B1 fr ettati well, wenling went to buy her subway and go home first, weien, ettati and me going fr th movie-Gui Ye Xiao.
Ettati was lik so late -_____-, 2.50 me and weien left and bought tickets in .
Quiet alot of teenagers o:, not bad not bad .
Den aft awhile saw one lonely girl comin in, tot was some loner watching movie alone, end up was lik ettati.
Told her to sit bside me since lik no peepo sitting what :x .
ONE SEAT NIA WONT DIE [!]
Movie is epic ttm !
Xialan = some angmo vulgar word lawls !
After movie went to mac w/ ettati, nice nice (Y) i was shivering too cold liao uhs bobian x.x

Sunday, January 9, 2011

Shut the door and leave.

Well, tmr is a late day so i guess i can sleep late today ?
Or mayb shall rest early, getting more and more tired everyday, w/o any reasons.
& im still not done w/ my HWs, oh great .______.
Tmr aft sch watching movie w/ weien, CHEERS* .
Hope tht can cure my tired-ness for jus awhile.
Math totally sucks now, i dont get a fuuck what is it all abt yet i can still somemore figure out -.-.
I want my pri sch Math back okays?
Sec2 life sucks, i wanna quit sch -_____-, this is a total hell.
I rather waste my time on finding some part time jobs rather then studying all this craps.
Or mayb is bcos of th cher makin me feel lik screwing up th Math -.-.
Lik srsly, th cher teach so fast, one day complete whole chapter, nxt day do practice liao wdfzxcs.
& im not done w/ my holiday assignment fr Chinese yet -_________- .
Holy Fuck .

Friday, January 7, 2011

I'm just gonna bear the pain.

Morning while waiting for ettati w/ zhao, some lao ahpek walked pass me and wink and said ily. Wlao, fuuck you ahpek , so old still wan act siao siao -'- .
Reached sch, talk talk :/ .
Hist cher not here o:, Ms Soh, came in and giv us work blah .
PE was ok-ish :/, ms o didnt seem to bother abt our socks anymore :b, measured height and weight, well, i grew 1cm and i am fatter by 1.6kg ): , but nevermind :B .
Math tio called up w/ th chao laolao, go up do th qn, damn bs scribbled everyth .
Recess-
D&T totally sucks, so boring ttm la canzxcs.
I wan mr chua back leh ): .
Aft sch went home to chg to L&C shirt, meet w/ ettati bought pancakes bus-ed back to sch.
Srsly th CCA fair kinda sucks, imma friendly to sec1s and why cant you jus accept what i gave you and stop rejecting me -.- .
IMMA JUS GONNA BE FRIENDLY TO YOU GUYS FOR JUST TODAY, AND IMMA GOING BACK TO MY JIAO BIN .
Srsly some sec1s are trying to act dua -______-, stop acting dua la hor -.-.
Aft CCA fair, bus-ed home w/ ettati and weien .

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Everything is gonna change.

Blog reopened it, since sch reopen liao, more to post i guess :/ ?
First day was ok-ish, well second day which is today SUCKS BIG .
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Chinese was writing w/ weien, well cher was lik pajiao or what, cannot see tht we are writing and we was planning to play prank on cher but in the end weien didnt :/ .
Music lessons, alot peepos nv bring music file but ms fong let us go tdy o:, was tested on songs, which lik i forgot almost all :/ .
History lessons was aft recces which lik th cher is nice luhs , still ok .
Math was nxt -________-, imma screwing tht lesson la can -'- .
WHATS SO FUNNY WHEN PEEPO READ OUR NAMES WRONGLY UHS?! VERY FUNNY MEHS? LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH CBKS. LAUGH AGN I PULL YOUR FACE OUT.
Cher dont knw how pronounce den DIAM DIAM LA HOR, dont knw how ask peepos help you meh -.- , fuckupttm.
Sci lessons was ok -___-, manage to figure out what cher talkin abt.
Mood was totally screwed up.
Aft sch totally forgot tht got CCA :/ , well, went fr lunch and went fr CCA.
Aft CCA raining heavily uhs, ._______. , lik srsly whats wrong w/ th weather -.-.