Little Secret

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JurongWest, Singapore
I've different sides of me when i face different people. Nobody will ever know the real me. Complicated ;

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Wednesday, February 16, 2011

You broke the promise you made between us.

I'm totally depressed.
I cried in school today again ): .

Monday, February 14, 2011

Pretending starts as soon as my mask is on.

Morning woke up at 6.30.
Prepared and went out at 7, waited fr ettati fr 15mins cause she overslept :/ ..
I forgot to bring JH's chocolates x.x, went home and take it and bus-ed to sch.
Reached sch, gave him his bag of present to giv his gf (:, sweet .
Not much time left to do math corrections already ): .
Math didn't understand a single thing, all i did was copy .
PE ran, my toe hurts .
Lit was scribbling here and there, totally moodless .
Recess sat at round table w/ bernice, aft awhile, wl, eb, ettati & jh came over :/ .
I screamed fr no reason ): was totally sad , Ms O looked up :/ ..
Okays i actually cried -____________________________________- ..
Chinese was .... talked to bernice .
English, talked to bernice .
Art, no mood, drew th facial expressions and stares.
Aft sch lunch w/ yz & yh , jul cmi cause of her parents :/ .
Yz say want go precious thots so went there :/ , aft tht went go gift stage srsly i regretted tht, wasted lik $12 or more on one fuucking bear end up nv get -'- .
All thks to yh's idea to go there ): .

Friday, February 11, 2011

We've missed the chance.

Morning as per normal :/ .
Well, day went on as usual.
Hist was nice (Y), but what we did? I forgot LOL :x .
PE sucks , ran , me, ezzati & yanyu was th last xD .
(Y) .
Math sucks too (: .
Recess went to print things for my D&T.
D&T fly passed very very fast.
Ettati was siao to keep laughing -.- .
Lunch went w/ wenling and jh.
Kopitiam fr lunch , decide for so long before going there lol :x.

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

I will give anything just for the time to rewind.

Morning tot tht zhao & ettati will be late hence, i left late :/ .
End up reached thr just right :x.
Didn't studied for Math oh great , i dgaf anymore.
Didn't complete a single fuucking HW also -___________-|| .
Morning i'm always shag, except some days im hyper :/ .
Morning rev-up, road run.
Was jogging non-stop cause i wanna feel the tiredness and forget everyth fr awhile.
But well, i cannot hold on ): .
But i felt th tiredness anw.
Road run simply sucks ttc.
Chinese totally can fuuck her -.-, i bring my txtbk, you nv use, i nv bring you want use, now i hav to copy th whole text wdf -_____________- .
Music was ....
Ms Fong may be funny but, still i sucks at piano can Dx .
Recess, aft 1week i finally went down for recess :/ .
Hist was naise (Y) , we did crossword puzzle *cheers*, i tell jeremiah those i could find, and he show me those i couldnt find xD , good right (Y) !
Math test ..
I bet i won't get more then 10, & tht's a comfirm .
Why? Every question i leave one of th answers blank, some i nv even do.
One of th qn i jus wrote th answers, how smart can i be .______.
& i was sleeping for 15mins.
I can be the one tht get th lowest in class for math peepos don't need worry , you won't get last.
Sci was fun, atomic numbers all this i can finally rmb, Mr Alan Teo show-ed us a weird video of PN and e.
So well, i finally understood xD, thanks to him (Y) .
Aft sch no CCA , weird right :/ .
Nerh but nbm, went to gp's KFC w/ wenling & ezzati.
We talked sibei loud & was laughing non-stop , i'm hyper today, so don't ruined my mood.
Bus-ed to interchange w/ ettati (: .
Baibais peepos .

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

I need a shoulder to cry on.

Morning bus-ed to sch w/ same peepos.
Ettati should rlly tak th same bus w/ zhao can :/ .
All my homeworks undone, but i dgaf okays :/ .
Sian ttm, got attire check ): , kena caught for my socks again *sighh*, nxt time either ms tan tape my ankle or 'black tape' aka up the stage wdf ): .
First few periods was okay-ish .
During recess was suppose to go down w/ ettati but totally mood-less ): .
English lesson asked bernice sat bside me (: *cheers* .
She make my mood come back okays .
Half way throu Sci she left fr badminton, im all so lonely again , scribble non-stop, heard nothing what Mr alan teo was talking abt.
Lit was totally so into my own dream land .
Aft sch totally moodless and no energy left .
Ate lunch w/ wenling, eunbin & jh .
I only bought milkshake and sat w/ them :/ .
Went home, tired ...
Mood-less fr th whole day canzxcs ): .

Monday, February 7, 2011

You come here, stand right here .

Nerh youhs , yes youhs .
Don't backstab, buaysong come right in front of me & say , yes right in front, don't humji uh (: .
I'm free at all times, anytime you want settle w/ meh, come come la dont hum (: .

Today AHAHAHHAS .
Art sucks TTM !
Always make us stayed back longer -'- .
I F U.
Aft sch went to Mac first, w/ ber,wenling, ettati & jh (: .
Talk talk talk, ber th only one hardly talk, why ?
She got her chicken she happy liao -_____________- .
Aft lunch train-ed to bugis, bought koi first, this time i bought th large one :/ .
So many pearls TT .
Shopped around, some clothes caught my eyes, shall buy them nxt time <: .
Went back to iluma sat down w/ ettati while waiting fr jh .
Took th long long escalator LOL :x .
Went to comic collection look at things, sian :/ .
Aft shopped around, my tummy totally was screwed up by th fuucking pearls -_______-, nxt time i don't want pearls liao laa .
Train-ed to novena bought rock candies *LOVEEEEES* .
And train-ed back to Boonlay okays baibais :b .

Sunday, February 6, 2011

Chances, tried, chances, giving up.

Awww so sweet hor?^
Hahhas, tmr sch 'reopening' wdf, hvnt even touch my HW, my name is not even on it -___-.
I love CNY a lot, xpand it (: . C N Y .
LOLOL :x .
Nxt Sat going bainian agn this time is at some father's friend house, nv go before :/ .
But nerh, im going shop w/ ettati aft sch tmr <: .
YAY .

Friday, February 4, 2011

The world resolve around you .

Happy Chinese New Year peepos (: .
Hardly update cause of new year uhs .
Get a lot angbaos liao <: , around 250+ nao, going 300 soon <: .
Tmr 6F'o9 outing YAY !
Movie at JP *LOVEEEES* .
& Kenny own me CHOCOLATE AHAHAHAHHAS .
& tys fr pei me sms-ing ytd the whole day (: .
Okays nothin to blog abt , so ciaos !