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I've different sides of me when i face different people. Nobody will ever know the real me. Complicated ;

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Monday, August 29, 2011

Screw.

HEH .
Nowadays having mood swing .
Seriously fuck up o: .
Easily irritated by little things .
And make me feel like cutting myself, which obviously i won't <: .
Yesterday's night was awesome.
9.15 movie w/ uncle's family and family .
Watched zookeeper, fr th second time.
Woah .
Keep stuff popcorn.
It taste weird :/.
Nvm . Just kept stuffing woohoo !
Movie ended at 11 like that .
Jealous those teenagers that can go home late late la .
Faster let me go poly *prays* , HAHAH .
Today morning woke up by mother .
I hate Mondays .
Urgh, mother at home = cannot sleep till 10+.
9+ wake me up.
She was blasting some old music , and everytime i have to off it -______-.
Aft lunch went to JP's NTUC with her .
Buy my ingredients for my smoochie <:.
Bought sushis too, WOOHOO .
And cornflakes for tomorrow's breakfast, yeah \m/ .
Came home straight away start on my smoochie .
Sucks much k .
But i'll just do it on the test that day and well , pour it away after teacher grade it :>
My mood screw everything up fr me ):< .
And i still don't know got what homework for this weekend, damn .



Thursday, August 25, 2011

Dream big.

Hey <: .
Morning well, tot tht ezzati not coming to school after missing the bus that i always took, i just went in the queue .
And like always, ezzati will suddenly appear , hahhas .
So yeah, took the bus .
Think tht bus is better lo :x.
So reached school, think it's gonna rain so they dismiss us back to class to continue silent reading.
L&C meet mdm Saha .
Talked about going back to school fr trinity .
Sucks much .
It's holiday la like seriously -.-.
You don't call it a HOLIDAY if you are going to CALL US BACK , ALMOST EVERYDAY .
Like seriously, Art , Science ... -.-.
Fuck kay .
First period was Chinese, forever boring .
I'm losing my interest for Chinese like seriously .
After that was recess .
Ezzati have been so sad these few days, kept crying , sigh .
I don't know what to do .
After that was Science .
Mdm Goh and Ms Wee came in, like seriously lo.
Everytime got people come in watch us go throu lesson, teachers comfirm will make smth special.
Like today's Science, sweets fr us if we do smth .
HAHAHA -.-.
After that was Lit, HAHAHA .
I passed my Lit .
Get back class test, was betting w/ JingHe and EunBin see who lowest lolol .
End up the bet kind of fail .
Well, i just pass, NYEHAHAHA .
After going throu , Shaun say want take photo, cause is his last day w/ us, so sad uh )': .
We'll miss you sir, KEKEKESx.
Waited fr Fernanders to come and take photo :) .
Well, took a lot of photos .
Martin forever sick k .
Yeah, Fernanders concern about his hair a lot .
Funny w/ th center parting , HAHAHH .
15mins take photo .
Go throu English paper .
Fuck lo, EunBin ask me to burst pimple.
I listened to her, end up i bleeding non-stop.
She go tell Fernanders, wlao, fucking paiseh la .
Then i say i cut myself -.-.
Sua .
Next was Geo .
Had the Quiz, mr Muller forever kind .
Tell us questions :B.
After that lunch break fr 1hour and went fr handball competition w/ 2F .
Sucks much . But still have fun .
Free 100plus .
Fucks la , make me want to puke ):< .
Should not have drink it , damn .
Shall end here o: . BYEBYE.

Monday, August 22, 2011

Fuck up day.

Morning bus to school alone, was sad uh .
Since a lot of things happened during the weekend.
So yeah, reached school, don't know what to do, want sleep dw sleep, end up reading book.
EunBin came and passed her th bag.
She said she wanna talked to me..
So yeah , talked ezzati listen, after awhile, i started crying , fuuck ):< .
Wasn't planning to cry .
But yeah, eunbin dragged me out of th classroom to talk smth and well, th day continues .
Geo cher show our marks fr CT, i passed O: ! Hope don't have any changes .
PE time played captain's ball.
I think th teacher forgot that we only have 1/2 hour of PE till i tell him -.-.
Yeah, anw it's fun .
Bernice cried ):< , sad day .
First is me , next is bernice, pat pat .
I don't know what to do ): .
WenLing said smth and make Bernice don't know to cry and smile, hahas .
Lit was kind of, idk how to explain .
Joined back tables, but didn't move back, cher say grp w/ new people so yeah .
Our group do responsibility .
Kind of sucks, was passing the paper around to ask each of us to write .
End up i write first :/, and passed to Faiszah , then jonita, all their handwriting very nice , special.
Recess w/ EunBin and Bernice :) .
Awesome .
Art sucks uh, off th fan -'-.
I drew my plant, weeeee !
Math was okay ..
JingHe was fuckup , chill :B .
IT prog , did nothing , free time .
I read , idk why .
Anw, i passed my Math , lolol, i happy ttm la . Siao .
Anw, during free time two people cried, omg seriously ): .
Chinese next, got back test paper .
Hmmmm .
Lucky or what .
Idk, was falling asleep x.x.
Lunch w/ peepo .
Taekwondo sucks .
Ask us to so many things lik seriously .
Fuck you .
Had th test, lol .
Damn nervous :x.
But i think i passed uh O:.
After school met w/ darling :) .
Cheered up.
His efforts make me cheered up <3 .

Saturday, August 20, 2011

I was wrong.

I wanna walk this bridge alone ;).
Common test is finally over, woohoo !
Now i'm left w/ nothing to do .
Tell my sister i wanna be some chef tht make dessert today, she call me siao ._.
Well, i don't care :) .
Anw, waiting results uh, freaking hope that i pass my Math and Chemistry .
I tried my best .
Celebrating sister's birthday today :) , even tho her birthday is lik 25Aug, but cause of her exams we have to celebrate today .
September holiday coming soon, still wondering if i shall go try working at Mac , it things go out as planned , i might think of working every Saturday .
Going to take my bags tomorrow :) , shall take train there and take train to CCK then take 172 back.
All planned .
Hope th bags are nice , forgot what colour i have ordered. Baby blue o:?

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Never let me go.

Aww, i want those muffins man ):< .
This week is common test week, not much time to blog sigh .
Need to study, i think i screw up my Math and English already , and my Geo class test .
Tomorrow is Geo common test :/ .
Pray it's easy okay !
Darling baking cookies fr me <3 .
HEHE , byebye.

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Hand in hand we'll walk together.

HELLO. Sucha beautiful day !
HEHEE , morning woke up around 9.30 o: .
Brushed teeth and ate breakfast while watching cartoon, lame.
Watched awhile and went to batheeee ;) .
Keep changing clothes aft i bathe :/, couldn't find any suitable one, bullshyt .
And time passes fast TT, didn't realise it's going 11 need meet darling x.x.
Faster chiong uh, so stress x.x.
Next time need plan my time properly, wake up earlier .
So train-ed to JE, so glad tht i actually manage to board th train in time :B, hot weather ._.
When reaching JE, sms-ed darling and well , he was blocked by people hohoho :x.
So decided to blast music o.o .
Reached outram park and met <: .
kind of regret what i'm wearing urgh, lik some xmm ):< .
Train came and train-ed to Vivo .
Went to GV to buy tickets, seriously i want to watch hp7, but th tickets only left w/ first row :/, how unfair .
So decided to watch zookeeper :B .
Still got time so walk walk .
I have been craving fr marshmallows, yet if i eat marshmallows, i cannot eat popcorn , if i eat donuts i cannot eat popcorn , unfair TT.
I want eat ALLLLLLL.
Sigh, i want eat , shall buy them myself next time ):< !
Went back to GV and buy popcorn, omg, chino combo.(is it lik tht spelled o.o?)
So and went in to hall4, think too early uh o.o .
Adv also hvnt start playing .
Start stuffing popcorn , NYEHAHAHHAS .
Stuff some into his mouth too .
Zookeeper is awesome can, i also want be a zookeeper <: .
Inspire , HAHAHA .
Aft tht went to harbourfront and look th th HTC thingy to send mummy's phone fr repair .
Need walk very far uh :/ .
And th shop is very small O:, 4counter only, and they use post-it note fr th queue number, how cute .
Very fast my turn, and out of 10sentence i only understand 6sentence of what th person is saying, but anw, sent fr repair and it will be delivered to us <: .
Nice, it was raining o-o.
I want walk in the rain ): !
Was cooling, YIPPEE .
But well, was pulled under shelter x.x.
Walked back to harbour front and eat at banquet .
WEEEE , chicken porridge .
No taste x.x, but i lik th chicken ;) .
Went to Candy Empire, OMFG , so many chocolate and candies T-T .
Aft tht took 30 from Vivo to JP, nice ride :B .
Some uncle drinking beer at th back, cough till cmi liao, still drink tsk ._.
Tomorrow school, sigh .
Soon will be common test.

Monday, August 8, 2011

Dance through the woods

Today went to school earlier, damn, tired .
Bought mentos to cheer up myself -____- .
And bus-ed to school, forgot th bring practical book to hand in :/, nvm, even if i bring i also nv do <:
Bought peachtea, wooohooooooo !
Went up to hall, people already reached, tot tht i was early :x.
Did our own warmups .
And watched th parade :) , tht part where Ms Wee walked around those people, is lik president style, copy siol .
Went back to hall , and they start preparing.
I played w/ th piano, i love piano, but sadly i nv learn ):.
Sec2 tried to play Phantom Of the Opera , all failed, HHAHAHS , forgotten everything.
People start entering th hall o:, and songs were played, sang w/ YuHui and SzeJie, HAHAHAS .
Siao man .
Julene got sticky omg <3 . I want *LOVEEES*
Anw, th show started, was staring at wenling while she plays th piano, well, im not needed -___-
I was damn bored can, was trying to watch th performance yet i can't ): !!!
People laughed at some parts where u are suppose to be sad.
Anw, went back to class to watch th NE things, HeYong won 2nd WOOHOO !
SCREEEEEAM .
So aft tht need go mee Mdm Saha fr L&C grp photo :) .
Heard tht Fernanders and Shaun today last day O.O .
BYEBYE ?
Lunch w/ EunBin and JingHe, wenling half way went home .
Was craving fr Subway :/.
End up no seats need eat KFC, screw .
JingHe treat WOOHOO :B.
EunBin said if she eat th whole lemon down, we treat her lunch, lolol, she so despo fr lunch, she really ate th whole lemon, except th skin .
Went home, chatted w/ mother awhile and went to sleep, slept fr 2hours+ , woke up by darling's call x.x, sms-ed awhile, and went back to sleep fr another 2hours, omg , im sucha pig :B.
2days of holiday, YAY .

Saturday, August 6, 2011

It's not suppose to be this way.

Hello people :).
Today was nice ;) .
Morning woke up damn early to watch doreamon, k i knw im lame ): .
But it's nice okay, HAHAHA .
Watch till 10.30, hungry till buaytahan, went to make sushi fr siblings :).
SUSHI FTW .
After tht bathe and slacked till 2.40 and went to interchange to meet Bernice, she was late ):< !
Pfft. I hate to wait with people staring at me TT .
So trained to Clementi , just step in and see one whole grp of people crowding around.
Saw a lot our school people.
And well, saw EunBin <: .
HWATING !
:D , th performance was great.
I went to eat half way throu th performance w/ Bernice and JingHe.
Seriously JingHe damn guailan .
-_____-.
I didn't finish my lunch WOOHOO !
.___. i'm always lik tht ._. waste food :x.
Went back to watch th performance just right leh, they break time HAHAHAH .
Nice timing.
Decided to go 5th floor and watch th performance asked JingHe fr his phone to go Twitter :).
I tweeted through his acc HAHAHA, laughdieme .
He didn't notice somemore, dumb :B. Disiao me more la .
EunBin told ShihGee they all to shut up cause they were noisy, and they end up leaving and she was fuucking sad lolol :x, she scolded them herself :b.
After th performance went to buy KOI .
WEEEEEE, long queue x.x.
Waited fr damn long can ):<
After tht trained home , and reach home .
Family out fr dinner, go out again, wdf, tired luh .
I want to sleep ): !
Tomorrow still need go city hall fr some play .
Damn, at least no need stay at home :).

Thursday, August 4, 2011

In your arms

Let's start off in th morning.
My bag damn heavy can, ytd Ms tan returned my books, and i have to bring them to school since we have those lessons today, and lik fucking heavy ): !
So asked Ezzati fr book strap and make things easier fr me, WOOHOO !
And i think im weird, i wear shoes ytd and wear slippers today, well, not i want. My toe will start bleeding if i wear shoes, *SIGH*.
Morning chiong up to hall, HAHA, i love this feeling.
Where i can actually sit so back, woohoo :B.
HEHEHE, morning assembly watch some drama by th winning classes of th drama workshop, sadlife if i did more props fr my grp, we would have won. fuck.
I was damn bored, i kept doing pattern with my hands and see th shadow, and i made a frog prince HAHAHA .
Chinese lesson chionged 2chapters, woah.
Funny luh, ma'am asked what's our favourite food, got people answered Maggie, and she said tht Maggie is actually bad, cause whn u die, you'll be hard to be burnt to ashes o.o.
And i love all th food and she want me to choose one, so i anyhow chose ): . Sorry food.
Recess w/ Bernice, bought 2siewmai, seriously, i think im eating more and more everyday, sigh.
Need watch my diet -____-.
Science was next, did test o:, quite okay luh x.x.
Next was Lit, seriously boring )': !
And i kept yawning, i think ShuanSim saw :x.
Time passes so slow -.-, cause i think recess is too early :/.
Oh ya ! I bought new skirt as Ms Tan asked me to, guess what?
HA ! New skirt fuucking short .
English was next , did finish my punishment and hand up my punishment, didn't do 400words.
He didn't notice, hoho.
And he kept saying OKAY , till whole class everytime he say something we go OKAY at him.
LAUGHS .
Then Martin ask him to say Alright, and he said tht once and back to OKAY HAHAHHAS .
And he tried Mr.Muller way, saying OH YEA , HAHAHHAS, funny la !
Next was Geo, Mr.Muller ask us to do something, find th word meaning in text book and explain in our own meaning and draw out HAHAHA .
Proud of my drawing :B .
After school went to library w/ wenling first and borrow book, dw read reader digest tomorrow.
And lunch w/ her at school, laughs :>
Took 172 w/ her, i keep laugh at myself , wdf :x.
Anw, BYEBYE :B.

Monday, August 1, 2011

Simple. Iloveyou.

HEHE . Today 5th Monthsary. Woke up w/ a sweeeeeeet text .
Morning went to school ALONE . Thanks to ezzati ): .
MUST get used to it, anw, i think i left house too early -________-.
Idk go school fr what .
Tried doing my Math, SIGH !
First was Geo, didn't had much of it, was talking about festivals all these o: .
Next was PE, captain's ball again :) .
Was strolling across th court and strolling back ~~~
Lit was seriously BORING -__________________-.
Recess hmmm , i love Wednesday & Monday recess, always no people, WOOHOO !
Anw, next was Art, keep comforting myself tht my Panda is very very cute !
Lik shyt , th line so thick.
Brush, why can't you stop shaking and give me a proper NICE NICE SLIM SLIM LINE?
Next was Math, funny -____-.
Morning tried to do my Math yet i cannot do.
When we was handing up HW, suddenly i know how to do, what's wrong w/ my mind siol :/ !
And seriously, Chpt 9 i don't understand a single thing.
SO NOT PREPARED FR COMMON TEST AND CLASS TEST. PUT YOUR HANDS UP !
IT Prog sucks .
I keep redo-ing everything just bcause i made a small mistake :x.
Chinese compo, seriously, i need one more piece of paper, yet i paiseh to ask fr it .
I just summary my last paragraph )':, gonna get low marks .
I wrote craps, HAHAHA , unrealistic .
Lunch w/ Bernice, SPICY MAX SIOL .
I bought one bottle of peach tea, still not enough )x !
And th maggie is half cooked -___________-.
Taekwondo was fun YAY !
I laughed fr th whole lesson HAHAHAHS.
Changed teacher :/, i don't lik this new one .
But nvm fr this week only, and at first i tot he was a girl omg :x.
He sucks , ask us do pushups squats and etc ): !
And whn he asked fr volunteer , KitSon was picked and asked to choose 2 more, Filbert & Aloysius.
Aloysius kicked first and KitSon act act knee pain wdf .__.
So obvious is faking can ! But he no need do th kick ._.
And EunBin kicked WenLing's butt and i kicked EunBin's butt, WOOHOOO !
Laughdie me :x.
After Taekwondo, went home w/ darling :) .