Little Secret
- Sweequn
- JurongWest, Singapore
- I've different sides of me when i face different people.
Nobody will ever know the real me. Complicated ;
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Sunday, September 30, 2012
Biding Farewell
Hey lovelies .
Must admit, it has been a long time since i last blog.
Pretty much abandoning blogger for twitter and tumblr.
Both express my feelings well :) .
Is it me or this year seem to pass rather pass ?
Starting exams next week soon, gonna try my best in it and make sure to receive a result slip with results that i'm satisfied about :) .
It has been long since i last blog, but i've pretty much nothing to blog about.
Since i've move on with some stuff, making myself forgetting some shit and realising they're not worth my time to think about and not worth my tears.
Lots of things have happen within one month.
This whole Sept, i experienced all kinds of things.
Things that made me smiled, laughed, cried and vexed about.
Biding farewell to this blog of mine. Shall just let it rot.
Bye. xoxo.
Monday, March 26, 2012
Hi beautiful people .
Currently blogging cause i'm listening to It Girl and i don't wish to sleep till the song finishes .
Just finished watching We Bought A Zoo , awesome movie O: !
The animals are cute ttm -insert hearts- .
Tomorrow is e-learning dayy , so i'm not sleeping early even tho i've to wake up @ 7+ .
Going to stadium to support darling tomorrow :* and other people if they are running o: .
Have to take train omg, why can't the school just book Jurong Stadium :/ .
And i damn jealous of YuHui ): , she bought her iPhone and she make me feel like changing a new phone also ):< .
But the thing is, i've no idea what phone to change to .
So yeah, stuck w/ my HTC wildfire , -pats phone- .
Been thinking a lot a lot nowadays , tons of stuffs and memories in my mind .
Sorting them out .
Hope i can sort them out soon and decides on some stuffs soon .
If not i can't concentrate on studies , MYE is just like 4weeks or 5 weeks away .
Kill me ): .
Ohoh , #fangirlmodeon , SHINee 's SHERLOCK OMFGGGGGGGG .
-INSERT MILLIONS OF HEAAAARTS-
K , nights ;) .
Saturday, March 17, 2012
You left me hanging .
Hi . Isn't he cute ;) ?
Back to Shut Up Flower Boy Band , WOOHOO .
Awesome much, people are already at ep14 while i'm just at ep 7 , slow pokeeeee .
& i stopped watching DreamHigh 2 cause i think it sucks ):< , i like DreamHigh 1 better .
Oops .
Went to Doreen's house today to complete homework , mmmm .
Skipped lunch , -mega sigh- cause i grew fatter .
Fat me .
Anw , meet up w/ ezzati and natalie and went over to Doreen's .
Omfg , kill me, walked a distance, reached Doreen's house still need climbed up the stairs b/c Doreen is at the 5th level watching her show ._. .
Anwww , SO , Doreen started off w/ doing her Ace-learning for E-Maths while the rest of us continue slacking , hehe .
And Doreen was stuck at this qn where she asked all of us to choose A,B,C or D .
I'mma god HAHAHA , i chose D , Natalie and Ezzati followed and the correct answer is D 8) .
After Doreen do finished , she helped Ezzati then i do mine .
I used only 3mins to complete omfg :x .
Like so obvious i already know all the answers right .
And i was complaining that imma hungry the whole time, and nobody gives a shit ): .
Played Bingo w/ Ezzati and Doreen while Natalie emo .
Doreen fucking lucky ahh .
She keep winning O: , screw much ):< .
And finally , around 5 we're leaving for GekPoh , ohmyygooood .
I need food , and that freaking pasar malam is gone, MY CANDY FLOSSS , NOOOOOOOOO .
K. Bought bread and bus-ed home .
Tomorrow last day for me to chiong HW , seriously 1week is never enough for me .
Tuesday, March 13, 2012
Jet lagged
Hi .
I'm finally back to blogging after like , so damn long O: .
Last post was on camp , hehe .
Anyw, baked M&M cookies today, finally AN OVEN !
Been craving to bake cookies/cakes for god knows how long .
Anw, first time baking M&M cookies , not so bad .
Average i guess :x ? Even tho some of the cookies have black edges oops .
Sports heats tomorrow @ 7+ , going there to cheer on people , WOOHOO .
And after that movie w/ yijie , gonna be awkward much O: .
Questioning myself why did i agreed on the movie , maybe b/c i wanna watch The Lorax ;) ?
But i've no idea what to wear tomorrow , ohmeegee D: .
Okay , need to decide on it asap .
Anw, got back result slip , not bad , failed 3 subjects .
Didn't expect myself to fail English , but yeah , i failed it -_- .
A-Math and Combine Sci i already predict that i'll fail , no biggie .
Need to work harder for term 2 , whoopz.
Friday, February 10, 2012
See the moon and the stars.
HELLOHELLO !
So long since i blogged, this shall be my last post before i stop blogging k ;) .
Anw, IM BACK FROM MSIA CAMP !
WOOOHOO .
Gonna just summarize everyth yeah.
Didn't do any activity except sampang rowling since i seriously cannot do anyth w/ my toe .
And i just help to take photos of people, omg, awesome.
I captured photos of people jumping off the jetty ;) !
Gotten a lot of mosquito bites uh , suay ttm.
Anw, watched sunrise and sunset, omfg damn nice can ;) .
HEH.
Shall wait for teacher to upload the photos that i took weeee !
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Okay, shall blog about the whole trip la , was lazy ytd to blog abt it, so yeah, blogging abt it today :) .
Wednesday morning, taxi-ed to school w/ ezzati.
Th uncle actually know where is Westwood located at, WOW .
HAHAHA :x .
Anw, i stuffed like everyth in one school bag and w/ one sleeping bag me hugging it .
HEHEH, first time i manage to stuff so many things in one bag, but tht bag damn fat ah xx .
I keep on banging into people cause of that bag omg, paiseh max xx.
Assembled at the parade sq sitting w/ Ivy by my left and Tiang WenLin on my right .
After silent reading , all of us keep talk talk talk ;x .
Talk crap only can HAAHHA :x.
Ivy keep guailan people leyy !
Tsktsk .
&& Both our faci for the camp are FEMALE omg, last year also lik that O: .
And jelly max uhuhuhuhuh ! 3F get one damn cute faci ):. *draw circles*
Nvm, our faci seem nice xx.
Board the bus, omg, damn lousy siol .___.
Why give 3G such bus, cb ):< .
Sat w/ ezzati at the 2nd last row w/ Hidayah and Natalie bhind , weee !
Hidayah helped me tie Scorpion awesomeee !
HEH, a lot people also asked her to help them tie <: .
Blast music all the way .
I love singapore's custom can <: , just tap tap can go already WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE .
Drove to msia custom, damn slow can xx , chopchop .
And aft tht board another bus , heh, whoopwhoopz.
A better bus, the trip from msia custom till campsite damn long can O: .
I keep falling asleep w/ no one to lean on ): , sad much, tired.
Reached campsite, and briefing about the camp site before going to dorm .
Actually girls is 2nd lv no idea why we bcome 1st lv ._.
Anw, shared dorm w/ 3G girls and a few of 3B girls , suay or what O: .
I slept the upper bed while ezzati lower .
Aft unpacking, everybody assemble again for lunch .
Under the hot hot sun , BURNS .
Lunch was okay i guess :/ .
Didn't like the rice, so hard , but well, camp uh ): .
First activity we had was paintball, woohoo .
I wanna try yeah, but, i cant, need to run and im wearing slipper cause of my fucking ingrowth toe nail .
So i ask chanchitheo for the camera <: , i helped take photos heheh .
Paintball like fun only can )': .
Aft that was tree climbing, cannot do also, ah, sad or what ?
People was jealous of me not doing anyth but only take photo :x .
Some boys climbed the tree damn fast can O: .
Glad that i no need climb uh, i will only xiasuey myself HAHAHAH :x .
After that went for er, challenge village O: ?
Group 7 one challenge group8 one challenge, grp8 one was easier can .
And 7 is like, all hold hands and have to balance on tyres , and cher even request to hold hands according to boy-girl-boy-girl omg -_- .
Heng boy not enough <: , i hold w/ ezzati on my left and huikang on my right .
After damn long still cannot reach the end siol, i gave up cause tired already and i take over taking photos again .
This time Antiq (grp 7 trainee) gave them 3chances <: .
So easier ah, they passed woohoo .
After that dinner time <: <: .
Hungry hungry , chey o: .
Aft dinner we was asked to go back dorm to take one shirt for BMT , just right to watch sunset, *captureeeed*
Aft that was BMT(blind man trail) .
Everybody blind folded and have to place their right hand on th person in front of them and walk according to the person leading .
omg, half way i lost contact and i squat down dont know what to do ): , i nearly cried can .
Thrown alone in the dark is so scary .
But idk from where, this trainee came to be and guide me back :') .
After that went back to camp for briefing and supper while another group do showering first .
Lie down and watched the stars, sight that i can never see at Singapore .
Those 3B girls bathe till some of us when go bathe no water can -'- .
I had to go another girls' dorm to bathe, fuck god .
Anw, was damn tired and i fell asleep soon, and i actually manage to receive msg from Sg heh .
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Second day of camp, woke up w/ people talking xx .
Tried to go back to sleep but Bernice came into our dorm and asked me to help her tie her hair.
Aft helping her, i cannot sleep already ): , went to brush up .
And watched sunrise :') , captured it down .
Helped QianWen tie her hair also (: .
Day 2 activity start aft breakfast .
Trekking first, omg, fuucking hot and tiring .
Walked for lik 1.5km ?
Under the burning SUN .
And whn reached there , i did nothing cause i cannot enter the mud, and i took photos only .
Shag , monkeys everywhere .
Don't disturb me la :x .
After the class finished picking up rubbish in the mud, they wash up and walked back to camp site again .
JETTY JUMP !
Sad ah, i cannot join again -_- .
Chan chi Theo joined tho <; .
I used his iphone to capture all the photos since his camera's battery died .
ALL JUMP SHOT ! Chey , some of the photos is w/ them one leg out and one leg in <: .
Everybody lik jumped within 1min o_o except chuakaixin o: .
She was the second last before cher , and she took 10mins in the end also never jump omg >.>
Chan Chi Theo jumped down within 1min also <: .
CAPTURED !
People went to wash up before assembling for lunch .
After lunch, assembled for the next activity , OYT suddenly called me say some teachers have arrived to drive us back to SG .
And she asked me to pack, whn we saw Ms O, omfg , she say not enough space for me to squeeze in, kcan .
They ask me if i can tahan till tmr then go back they help me first aid my toe first , k norh xx.
Stayed in yuri tan's room w/ those people that are going back SG , 3sick people 3 debaters o_o
Fuzz came over w/ the first aid bag and helped me.
I screamed like 3times and wenling,weien and oyt keep laugh omg ): .
Pain la can, why laugh .
And they're watching Winx on TV worse k !
HAHAHHA .
So i skipped sherlock wood and went to join them for sampang rowling WOOHOO .
Th only activity i can joined in .
Awesome, sit w/ Berlinda, and omg, scary max o_o .
We're in the middle of the seaaaaaaa .
And people keep slashing water .
After awhile , they said to race back to the starting point .
Didn't even really raced, only row awhile then the uncle start th motor and speed th boat back.
Linus slash water at Filbert, Filbert did back th same, omg, same group ley why attack each other .
Make me the middle one wet only -__- .
I touched my eyes w/ my wet fingers and my eyes damn pain ): .
Salty water AHHHH .
Dabian xx .
I was damn wet can .
After that went for river crossing .
Again, i slack and only take photos ;) .
W/ Berlinda holding me in case i slide down the mud o_o .
She back hug me, awwww . HAHAHAH .
While otw to dining room, i hit my toe against the wall and it started bleeding -_____- .
People eating dinner and im bandaging my toe.
After the trainee helped me bandage finish, i lost my appetite for my dinner already, gave away my food and threw away the rice .
Aft dinner, people gathered in a circle and discuss about campfire (: .
Decided on doing Lazy song and wakawaka w/ lyrics changed and do cheers .
Walked to camp fire place, suay or what, i sit in front so close to the fire ): .
Anw, w/ doreen bside me.
Our class performed first O_O .
HAHAHAH , always lik that .__.
Anw, our class is like the most high one during the whole camp fire can :D .
Campfire was awesome, w/ one big bright moon and fireworks *blingbling*
HEHEHE .
I love secc3 campfire, glad that i didn't went back to Sg (:
Showered first before supper .
Aft shower, went to assemble and decided to enjoy the breeze w/ peeps before trainee come .
And shihgee and melvin came over to me.
And im not gonna blog abt what they said , i only gonna say , i strangled ShihGee for 5mins.
And during supper time, i continue strangling him .
Aft supper, went back to dorm .
Sleepsleeep !
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Last day of camp, watched sunrise again ;)
Awesome .
Briefing , breakfast and cleaning of area .
*Strangled shihgee again* .
He sucks srsly .
After that board the bus back to SG WOOHOO .
Fall asleep in bus omg, seriously no good position i keep banged my head against the window ): .
Reached the crossway of SG and i started having SG's connection OMFG .
WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO .
HAHHA :x .
Passed SG custom and bus-ed back to school :) .
Lunch at Mac w/ Yuhui, Hidayah and ezzati, and then home sweeeeeeet home .
Saturday, January 28, 2012
Everything hurts
Hello <: .
Today morning, woke up early even tho i slept at 1+ ytd night .
Prepared and took 242 over to WeiMeng's .
Tot i was the first to reach but well, no ._.
That boy didn't tell me others reach already :x.
Anw, th people that are present today , Mc, wm, fil, daryl, mel, aloy, kitson, yuhui and wenling.
HEH. See ! so many boys uh, 3 girls nia
Anw, starting was rotting like mad.
Boys were gambling when me and yuhui were rotting while waiting for wenling to come.
Oh my penguin ~
Anw, lunch prepared by wm's dad and ahma <: .
Delicious , i love the curry can !
Not spicy one heh .
Eating awkwardly omg :x.
After lunch, played a few rounds of Big 2 w/ yuhui, wm's brother and the friend .
WenLing is w/ me, okay, we didn't gamble, guaikia O: !
After that went to decide on what movie to watch, we not naughty wm say got seats got seats end up 2+ check again, seats all gone, awesome or what >.> .
End up watching Journey 2 @ 5.40 <: .
Wm's mum used credit card to help us book first, weee !
Like awesome only .
Watched journey 1 at wm's house first, watched for awhile only then need to head for JP already.
Took 192, and went to get the tickets first before heading over to arcade requested by the boys o:
Played till 0540 and went to buy popcorn and drinks .
Seating arrangement is damn weird, cause we shuffle th tickets and anyhow -_- .
Aloy > WenLing > Melvin > KitSon > Me > YuHui > WeiMeng > Mc > Daryl
Okay weird much HAHAHA .
Was planning on sharing my popcorn w/ yuhui.
But i end up keep stuffing myself th popcorn , i finished it myself within lik 40mins, omfg, PIG ):
And this weird KitSon keep asking me to pass th popcorn but he don't know pass to who
Journey 2 not bad uh O: .
Rate : 3/5 <:
WenLing, Melvin, MC and Daryl went home.
Rest went to subway for dinner.
I fucking full can x_x , shouldn't have ate th whole box myself )x .
After that went to walkwalk, walk till comic collection .
Kah, i dislike yoona ):< .
And screw Aloy and Kitson keep call me xiaomei, seriously uh, you both nowhere bigger k !
Awesome day . byebye.
Saturday, January 21, 2012
Gone with the wind.
Good afternoon peopleee ~
HEH . I'm currently recovering half way throu my flu+sore throat+headache .
Need to recover soon so i can eat a lot a lot for CNY <3 .
Anyw, yesterday morning when mother asked me if i want to go school or not, i straight away answered no :x .
Too sleepy and sick to go to school , and yesterday was just CNY celebration, wouldn't hurt if i miss school C: .
But i miss 1 hour of Math, SHIT .
._. , my Math already cmi, cannot miss any more Math lessons, esp A Math lesson ):< .
Hardly blogging since i'm like damn busy uh, everyday reach home at 4+ if not 6+ ._.
I fucking hate sec3 life, give me back my lower sec life yo ): .
Anw, Happy Chinese New Year to everybodyy !
Jealous of China, 2weeks of Holiday, Singapore leyy? 2days -_- .
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
Forgotten world.
Good evening peeps :).
Been stuffing myself marshmallows today and yesterday, sigh much.
Fucking tired .
It's like i've been attending all rehearsal nowadays, practicing and practicing.
But im still not good enough, fml ):.
Anw, today got road run.
Glad that im not th last today, but im like last 20+ -_-, doesnt matter.
My rib hurts D: !
And seriously i hate to run, i've poor stamina , cmi luh me.
Chinese did all kinds of things w/ angbaos wee.
I did all kinds of things we can think of w/ Natalie, HEHE :x.
English next, book talk o:.
Sit w/ new partner, sian ttm .
I want change can ):< !
Recess was okay o:, nowadays never see wenling o_o.
Next was Math.
Did questions w/ Natalie, hehe .
And some help from weimeng's paper.
Woohoo. I'm starting to get good at E Math, hwaiting <: !
D&T , ahh -_-.
We did the front,side,plan thingyy, and when Oliverong ask Danial draw Plan, and he asked us if Danial drew correctly, i shaked my head and i shake till so obvious that OliverOng ask me go up draw th correct one, paiseh max :x.
D&T is okay luh, starting to like OliverOng whn he is not that fierce <: .
And i didn't notice i fell asleep HAHAHA :x.
In-touch was okaaaaaaay.
Talked about next month camp, im so excited about it ! WOOHOO .
FAKE . HAHAHA -_-.
Lunch w/ peeps , hungryhungry !
I'm a hungry monster :x.
Today full dress rehearsal, i fail in turning in my heels -_-.
And aft watching Ms Ng's video of scene3 i realised that i seriously sucks -_-.
SIGH .
Need to add in more emotions k. K .
Fucking tired seriously. Hope everyth goes well on Saturday's CCA fair.
PFFT !
Thursday, January 5, 2012
Fake one smile ;
"I like being alone too much." For me, i like being alone at a place w/o anybody else .
Anyw, today morning teachers were asked to check our thermometer and i fucking didn't bring it cause both of my thermometers battery died, seriously -_-?
And i had to stand up, fuucking paiseh can, but nevermind, i'm not alonee, lik 1/4 of the parade sq is standing up.
First period was Math ~
I'm getting handy w/ the completed square, YAY <: !
Aft that was SS, YuriTan, mmm .
She started talking about topics and exam format, now lik only 3rd day of school reopen so fast talk about exam format o.O?
Physics next, awesomeee heheh .
I like Mr Lawence Chia <: !
And there's this new cher call Elijah Goh, HAHAHA, Vampire diaries?
KEKEKE . But the fact big difference ah ! :x
Bought new thermometer and new school badge during recess , tmr temp. taking and check new badge >.>.
School lik eat money only lo.
English was next, 4people presented their book talk, all lik present so fast siol o_o !
And we were asked to write down comments about their presentation and then pass to them.
I all like like 3 sentences onlyy x_x, don't know what to write.
Next was Chemistry, omg, thought that Ms Cerenna Ng will be damn fierce laa .
But end up she was kind of nicee, she gave marshmallow to those w/ correct answers omg, marshmallow *lovees* .
POA was fucking boring can ): !
Raymond Ya talk a lot a lot a lot, and i was taking small nap in-between w/o him noticing .
Cause he never makes any eye contact w/ me = he don't know i sleeping <: !
HEHEHE , school ends at 3 omfg tiring !
Lunch w/ eunbin,wenling,yuhui,natalie and weien :) .
Hungryhungry !
And went for CCA >.> .
Changed to costumes, fucking paiseh can .
Run back to MRL -_- , too paiseh to be seen .
And me and the sec2 who is acting as annabelle look lik some pregnant woman cb ): !
CCA ends at 5, tiring !
Hope tomorrow don't so tiring uh , after all tomorrow combine rehearsal ):<
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
Can anybody hear me?
Good evening :b, today is page 4 of 366.
Like any other morning i bus-ed to school w/ ezzati :) .
And i realized that 3G always like settle down so slow, end up i've to sit in the middle but not at the back, and i'm sitll not use to my class *BIG SIGH* !
I miss 2G ttm )': .
Anw, today got attire checccccccccccccck.
Girls and boys outside one line each.
Funny shit , Mr Cha checking Filbert's hair and he was like, go dye back your hair !
And Filbert never even dye his hair, HAHAHAH , everybody started laughing .
And i'm a lucky bitch yoo .
Mr Ya was asking Mr Cha if my bangs must pin up or not, and i keep shaking my head till Mr Cha say no need :B.
*phew phew phew* !
Decided on chairman, vice-chairmen.
Congrats Natalieeeeee on chairman , ezzati & aloysius on vice chairmen ;).
And three of them had to do victory speech, and Aloysius was like "*president wave* thankyou for voting me"
HAHAHHA , FUNNY AH !
Chinese was kind of boring ): .
English was boring too >.>.
I only look forward to recess, i love food <3 k.
Next was Math .
Okay la, survived first lesson of E Math, since it was quite easy, learn that in sec2 <: .
Phew ~
D&T, HOHOHO >.>.
When Hector Heng read out th names i thought i was in his class and not Oliver Ong's class, and i was lik so happy .
End up, SIGH .
I'm in Oliver Ong's class, but well, after first lesson, i think he will be quite fun <: .
Stared at him for whole D&T period and found that he don't really look that fierce o:.
Plus, both of us also surname Ong, HAHAHA . K -_-.
In-touch damn boring, talked about the SMRT break down, idgaf, im not affected by it -_-.
CCA was okayy lu o: .
Everybody was asked to write down their votes for the next position.
And i was feeling so damn cold that i've hard time deciding and i was damn high ): .
I keep laughing lik szb >: .
And we did rehearsal .
They took my bag for scene 3 where they throw everyth out )': .
Aft CCA, JP w/ yuhui and ezzati <: .
And company them go buy their dinner and homeeee .
Hope i can survive tomorrow o_o ! 3 end class, omfg -_-, and aft that still got CCA .
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