The moment i look at you, my feelings never seem to fade.

Today CCA was fun YAY !
Okays, closing down blog, lik totally no more mood for blogging will open up agn nxt year i guess.
& im kind of tired nao days dont knw why Dx .
& my tumblr kind of dead too, twitter also, facebook also lolol.
I hav no idea what i had been doing now-a-days ): .

Deep inside, i'm missing you like fuck.

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEEPOS :D.

Cause it just hurt when i think of you.

Today out w/ cousin oh yeah :D .
Train-ed to city hall as she wanted to buy bag, aft tht chased her bro away both of us shop arnd city hall first.
Aft walking here and thr, train-ed to jurong east.
Took shuttle bus to IMM.
Found burger king and ate lunch.
Hmmm. Yummy :b.
Went to roof garden, water time xD !
Saw one event going on, i wanna join leh ): .
But kind of not fr my age :x, imma childish xD !
Hui was srsly damn wet, but her bag protected her from being more wet anw, sad fr her, dont knw how attack me :b.
FUN.
Aft shopping arnd agn, train-ed back to boonlay, went to jurong central park played fr awhile.
It sucks ttvfm -____________-, see so many rats la can -'-.
Hui screamed lik fuuck :/ .
Went home, YAY.

I'm falling down and getting up again.

☮ going out w/ cousin tmr, gonna go city hall buy her bag first and go bugis aft tht.
Hvnt finish my HW, dont feel lik doing :/ .
Screwed up holiday, fuck ._____. .
Praydie nxt year be better luhs :/ .

Things fell apart.

Morning woke up at 8, urgh regret-ed fr waking up so early :/ .
Aft getting ready, still got time ._________.
8.35 went out to mac meet up w/ weien.
And by SURPRISE, ettati was sitting thr waiting :B.
Went inside first and sms-ed weien.
Had breakfast and bus-ed to sch.
Went to sit at round table first before going in, chat-ed.
Went in, talked abt CCA fair, im yawning LOL :x.
Aft being seperated into grps, talk abt buying tings, blah blah blahh ~.
Weien, ettati and wenling all of us talk abt going to ecp agn :x
hehehs, very fun luhs, nxt monday mayb going agn :DDD !
Aft CCA ended, bus-ed to JP and ate longjohn <:.


LAST DAY OF CHALLENGE YAY !

Confession:
Smth i wanna confess:

Dearest chocolate,
I love you ttvfm. Please drop from th sky fr me, JUS FOR ME ONLY THANKS.
And i will eat you nicely, i will not bite you, i will let you enjoy being melted in my mouth w/ my saliva HAHAHAHHAHS.
Plus, you are very expensive please ask th person who make you to make th price cheaper so more peepo will love you, don't worry i will introduce you to alot alot alot peepo.
And your fren, hot chocolate not bad too, but saddened i LOVE milo more (: .
But still, i will love you CHOCOLATE forever HOHOHHOS.
Loves, your no.1 fan AKA SIAOZHABORH.

Closing the doors.

Since it's 12midnight means its already sunday, and i forgot to do my th days thingy fr sat one so im doing both of them now.
And srsly even tho i jus went out on friday, i feel tht im already rotting lawls, going out nxt friday w/ cousin she wanna buy bag :/ .
And mayb shud chiong abit of homework liao x.x !
Chinese book review left undone, hvnt even read one word, LOL :x.

Day Eight: Three turn ons.
1. Chocolates.
2. FUN.
3. Looking at you.

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
1. (:
2. ):

You disappoint me.

Today went out w/ darlings to ecp :D !
Fyi, ettati, wenling, weien, melvin, ky, qh, kitson came *winks*
And fuucking buaysong -'- kma.
Meet up w/ weien under my block, she say she dk is me whn i walk out lift wdf ==.
Meet w/ ettati and wenling aft tht, tio prank by some cbks -.-.
Skip part la hor, train-ed to bedok.
Tio ask by some peepo to sign some board and tak fotos, manage to run away but tio pull back by weien ): .
Okays lo, signed and tak foto.
Went to 401 thr, walao aft 10mins den realise th bus not op tdy -.-.
So taxi-ed thr.
Rented bikes, me and weien solo, ettati and wenling tgt double seat de.
Fetched melvin they all and they decided to walk :/ .
They dont wan rent bikes :/ .
So they walked to bedok jetty we cycled thr.
Otw to jetty some stranger said hi to me wdf --.
Weien aft hearing tht she ride till grass EPIC HAHAHAHAS :x.
Whn reached bedok jetty, cooling :D !
Now is some stranger said hi to weien HAHAHAHAS :x.
Well cycle to find melvin they all .
4.25 chiong back return bike w/ weien x.x , manage to reach thr jus in time xD.
Walked half way and called them to come :x.
Bought water w/ weien aft drinking finish, throw sweets and biscuit and 10cent inside lol :x.
And threw in th sea :DD.
Flood flood baibai <:.
Meet up at burger king went down th beach agn.
Ettati accidentally put sand on my lips wdf ): , push her in th water HAHAHS :x.
Arnd 6+ went home, tired but fun *winks* .


Day Seven: Four turn offs.
1. Tio prank -'-.
2. Lan HP till spoil.
3. Lies.
4. Buaysong still make me more buaysong.

You're just making things worse.

Tmr class outing, dont care how much peepo going liao uhs, jus gonna hav my own fun .___.


Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
1. Ettati :D.
2. Weien <:.
3. Wenling :D.
4. Shud i put you in xD?
5. Strangers.

Some new things are starting soon.

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

1. Stop myself from buying more things in China.
2. Accepted th stead and hav a unxpected ending.
3. Forcing back my tears and crying them out so suddenly.
4. Spend my money today on one fuucking ribena.
5. Didn't bought more presents back ): .
6. Leave a small space fr you in my heart aft all these years .____.

Some people reminds me of you.

Finally back to sg, i miss sg whn im in china nao i miss th weather thr at china LOL.
Blog dead ._____.
This trip to China went to few places and took few kinds of things i nv ride before <:. I bought alot of tibits and some presents fr some peepo (: . Senting fotos now to comp so yeah, will upload fotos asap. This is gonna be a long long post :D ! Oh 0h, and i kangshifu's foods are delicious, survive thro times w/ his maggies and his ice tea is damn nicee <:. 29Nov-02Dec

First day whn jus reach xiamen airport, board th bus and head fr my ahma's hse (: .
Otw, opened th window my hair tio blow lik some siaogina -.-.
Reached ahma's hse, kinda cold, so wore jacket and carry things up to 2nd floor (: .
Ate dinner and unpack things abit.
Thr arnd 5.20 already whole place dark dark liao, and morning 6+,7+ whole room bright.
Second day big uncle's son no sch bought us to arcade, play till sian :/ .
Lunch time went fr some western restraunt whole family, xpect my daddy, since he still not yet in China.
Beef steak fr lunch yummy :x.
Smallest aunt's son skip half day of sch, bought us to some street w/ th uncle's son fr shopping (:
Didnt bought much :/ .
Dinner at some hotel, big uncle is sibei rich -.-.
Ate till damn full :DDD !
Third day daddy arrived at ahma hse and things went normal :/ .


3Dec-5Dec
Went to guangzhou this 3days.
3Dec night took th 7pm bus, this type of bus can sleep de, cause got bed, but srsly it sucks ttvfm.
12hours till reach guangzhou, slept and listen to music.
Aft reach guangzhou arnd 7am, check in hotel, both mummy went to buy their goods others all sleep >< . Arnd 10+ woke up watch tv, very nice nerh th show. But daddy came to our room and force us go out eat breakfast -.-. Fyi, My whole uncle family came w/ us to guangzhou and my family and my AHMA :D ! So th rest of us went fr breakfast, walk walk walk, saw one auntie selling dumplings, bought one box, tried, it was nice o-o. Went to meet up w/ th mothers, pass ahma to them, rest of us go back hotel agn .____. Otw back, bought some noodles and dumplings fr breakfast, delicious <: . Aft breakfast, watch tv awhile, and went out fr shopping. Didnt bought much things tho :/ . Came back hotel, and went down agn, and bought dinner. At guangzhou they hav one street all sell food one nerh. Guangzhou is such a food paradise xD ! Second day, morning woke up agn, watch tv LOLOL :x. Lunch time tio called out fr lunch. Aft lunch, mothers bring sister, me and cousin to do our hair (: . Cousin cut hair onlyy. I reborn, and sister reborn and dye hair tsk tsk . I love th hairdresser ttm can, he damn gentle <: . And my hair was being washed 3times fr jus one reborn, and weird enuf, i didnt feel abit bored. And i dont knw whts wrong w/ my hair, suddenly half way, got another 2hairdresser pop out do my hair -.- so total 3 at one time. Aft finish reborning my hair, took cousin back to hotel to meet up w/ daddy. Sister hvnt finish her hair, and both mothers also came and did something to th hair, aunt perm and mummy cut hair i guess o-o? Dinner and lunch th same -.-. Went back hotel, shower-ed, and watched tv, AND sleep <:. Nxt day, went out shopping bought someth, tried one of th italian desserts thr, th chocolate is damn bitter x.x ! Shop arnd, srsly, th place is alot alot smaller den bugis. Damn squeeze until i shouted siam -_________-, damn peepo dont seem to understand yet they giv way LOL :x. Buy things and th shop owners speak to us in cantonese ._______., i 'huh' they still continue wdf. At night went back to ahma's hse. 6Dec
Staying jus one day at ahma's hse before nxt day go wuyishan.
Nothing much tho, saw sunset at 4.55, its damn chio can :D, and it pass damn fast ): .


7Dec-9Dec
7Dec morning pack things and get ready, took one of th uncle's car to th rail station.
First time in life tak fast-speed rail :DDD !
WOOHOOO, my ears hurts -.-.
Reach th train station, some siao guy, went to blow smoke in my hair siol ): , fuuck you uhs -'-.
Went fr lunch and waited fr th train.
6hours of train ride omg .____.
Reach thr, fucking cold D: .
Th temp thr is lik 0°C-15°C only siol o_o.
Went back to hotel first, and hav a rest, nxt day, went to th mountain, i didnt climb tho :x.
But still we went up quite a long way.
Some of us didnt climb others went up (: .
Th steps are damn straight -.-, th tour guide said tht aft half of th mountain, th steps are 90°.
:/, waited fr them to come down.
And went to sit someth dont knw whts tht call :x.
Nice view (:, th person rowing said tht th river flooded this year, thts why some tall trees th branches thr got some sticks look lik bird nest but actually is th flood causes de, which is lik damn tall :/ .
Went fr dinner, srsly i hate th smokers which is at our team -.-.
Th weather is cold till i get flu and need two blankets whn sleeping .____.
Nxt day, breakfast and went to back to th wuyishan mountains thr, thr got alot alot of mountains (: , this time we walk th cave.
Lik ytd, some nv went in th cave, as th steps will get smaller and thinner, but this time rnd i went in, th cave is called yi xian tian, which means th cave is dark and whn you look lik all you can see is jus one line of th sky <: . I scare tht i cannot pass siol -.-, end up i can LOLOL :x. Went down th mountain and went fr some dont knw wht thingy. Nxt day went back to ahma's hse and spent rest of th day thr till 13Dec. 10Dec-13Dec


Aft reaching grandma's hse, slept fr awhile and went to jiangkou shop fr tibits.
Bought things fr 11Dec night's bbq.
11Dec night bbq was great <: . Smallest aunt came and stayed over w/ her son. Since it's weekend. Nxt day went to th seaside, tot would see mud thr, ended up seeing seawater since th water rises liao. Th wind thr is cooling (: . Aft awhile went back and hav lunch and dinner. Nxt day pack up things. 13Dec, waited fr th car to come, whn th car came and we board th car, ahma cried ): . Made lik almost all of us cry siol TT. Damn saddening >: .
Reach airport went to grab smth to eat at th kfc thr, th popcorn thr sucks :/ .
Waited till 3.45 before boarding.
Woah, 2volleyball teams each come from queensway and tamp sec o_o.
Alot teens ._.
On th flight didnt sleep,watch th movie tht is playing and daydream lol :x.
Th flight was delay 1hour wdf ==.
11 den reach sg, hot is what i can say :x.
Taxi-ed home, unpack things, shower sent fotos to lappy and went to sleep <:.

Fucking cry my heart out.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Well forgot to do day 3 ytd so doing it tdy, and day five will continue whn im back from China going China tmr 8am morning flight -.-.


Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
1. Be romantic :B.
2. Buy me chocolates and roses(which girl wouldnt love it? *BERNICE*).
3.Sweet talks but not too much :/
4. Hav th courage to talk to me.
5. Doesnt hong other peepo much ._______.
6. Always by my side whn im sad.
7. Hav sense of fashion :/ ?
8. Be yourself .

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
1. Is it wrong to brk ): ?
2. Im such a fucking bitch.
3. Shouldnt hav accepted th r/s and brk your heart twice >:.
4. Chocolateeeeeee.
5. New bag ): .
6. WHY WHY WHY.
7. Whn am i finishing my holidaee assignment.



Today went out w/ SiewPeng and HuiJuan.
Laughhs*, Siewpeng damn shy can.
Hui is younger den us yet peng damn shy :B.
Went to city hall, sibei hot, heng im wearing white not lik peng wear black :B.
Aft buying bags went to mac and ate lunch.
SiewPeng didnt eat anyth ._____.
And i hav to treat tht hui :/
Shop arnd, well tht shopping mall is sibei boring luhs.
Walk out of th mall, curious enuf we went up some esclator, and i tio scam to go all th way up and peng and hui didnt ):.
Peng was laughing lik siao abt myy fake voice, cause i keep chg from normal voice to man voice and some sissy voice :B !
Train-ed to Jurong east, took shuttle bus to IMM.
YIPPEE, bought takoyaki, bring back some memories ): .
Went to roof garden eat liao, went inside agn.
Went to kopitiam fr drink :x.
And go back roof garden lolol.
Watcg th fishes, i put leg inside tio caught by guard -'-.
Play th water playgrnd :x, siewpeng tio spray water at by hui & me, orhbi :3.
Went inside, and we damn baichi can, play th merry go arnd, th 3kids sit tht one, one ride $2, siao eh, siewpeng put money three of us sit, head sibei dizzy x.x .
Aft tht shop shop arnd, and took shuttle bus.
Train-ed back to boonlay went to buy candies first before meet th guy fr th bags.
Fuuck luhs, he at another side ._____., nbm sua walked over and went to buy coloured shoelace.
Suay to walk pass a dnt knw wht shop, and tio pull inside by both of them .______.
Hui wanted to pooh bear, peng want th tapole omg x.x !
Covered my ears and ran out.
Tio pull back agn D:, bo bian help to catch th pooh bear fr hui, fuuck uhs, nearly get it keep drop -'-.
Peng tried fr th tapole saddened, cannot :x, she tryy th pooh also, jus abit more niaa, cb, eat money de ): !
Sent hui to 243 and went home w/ peng <:.
Going overseas from 29Nov-13Dec *winkwink* miss me hor :b, cheh (: .

Things werent suppose to be this way.

A day without your message is just like weeks without your message.
That's how much i misses you, you know?
Now things are over, i guess it would be different.

Nine things about yourself.

Nine things about yourself.


Erm..

1. SiaoZhaBorh (:
2.Chocolate lover.
3. Afriad of insects -_____-
4. Short :/?
5. Hardly talk to boyboys.
6. SUPER DUBER FRIENDLY:B.
7. Eat alot o-o?
8. Diao and dao strangers xD .
9. *Fill in strangers (:*



Today morning woke up by mummy, call non-stop ._____.
Cannot sleep well ytd night, sighh*.
Lunch arnd 3+ went to JP w/ jie.
And im glad tht my shoes save me :/.
Otw down to interchg, saw psg & frens, so hmmm, yeah my shoes save me before they even saw me cause i stop to make my shoes.
Easyy to see, psg w/ his bag.
Tmr going out w/ wenling & ettati to library (: .

Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Okays th 10 peepo thingy uhs...


1- Ezzati, Hello MOMMY, you own me chocolates :x. And alot alot somemore :B ! Okkays la, remain being happy okays dont upset cause of bastards <:.

2- WeiEn, HELLO :D. lol :x, you also own me chocolate *tskk*, cheh, cheer up okays <:, you whole holiday lik sibei sad lik this >: , cheer cheer <:.

3-Wenling, Nuer <: ~ Dont sad if alot peepo not going fr th outing, i will go de *winkwink*.

4-Kenny, Chicken, thks fr th conforts ytd night uhs (:, feeling better liao. & isnt a need to eat th head fr dinner :x. & also cheer up luhs (: .

5-Daryl, kidnapper ! :D. lol :x, i will cheer up de luhs :D, thks fr asking me to cheerup (:.

6-Min Tan, BERRY :DDD. LOL :x, ily okays. end - :x

7-YanHong, honghong ;mua, mai jio me go audi liao luhs x.x, i will go whn i wann de <:, playy audi w/ other peepo first :D.

8-Julene, facebook status back to married tgt agn <:, may we last long HAHAHAHSH :x.

9-Alvin, thks fr your concern, but srsly you no need care so much abt me :x .

10- Nobody x.x/

Le lacrime gocciolante

Damn sad nao ): .
Mehmeh TT...
*Sighh*
Poured things out, having a break from everything till nxt year.
So yeah, kind of single now.
Lemme enjoy my single till nxt year arrives.
Hope things get back to normal uhzxc.
Hvnt complete alot alot of HWs , whn jus 5more days im flying away .

This beatiful sight.

Having a bad headache *sighh*
Go away please ): .
Long time nv chat w/ mehmeh liao >:, all thks to his cb father.
-'-.
Headache pain ):.




You realise it didn't you?
But you didn't make any efforts to mend it.
I guess that's how it was suppose to be.
I'm tired.
I'm ignoring everything.
'& i finally found out what i mean to you by your actions.
Enough of hurt.
When you feel like it, you come for me, when you don't feel like it, you leave me aside.
Am i a toy to you?
Just few more days, things are gonna be sort out, and i swear about that.

Things gone.

Thanks all agn fr th wishing <:.
And tht hong, i dont hav a pathetic life :/ !
Ytd midnight sent last final kiss and did wedding was sibei nervous uhs D: .
Hands sibei cold, scare cnnt pass x.x, end up last try pass anw :D!
Hostage and Kidnapper LOL :x.
Class outing kinda screwed? peepo dw go botanic garden .____. some suggested sentosa, oh god.

I hug you tight and let go when it's time.

Tdy celebrated my bdae, even tho it shud be tmr.
Well, bo bian, tmr jie going out .____. !
Dinner went to sakae, damn full D: .
Come home eat Blackforest cakee.
Its nice and sweet sibei niceee :D !
Okkays, stopping post, too full liao ><.

Pouding heart.

Well, tdy woke up at 10 SHARP.
I didnt wan to wake up ):, but since im finally going out and not rotting i woke up :D.
Ate breakfast and on lappy.
Did hse chores and watch showw.
Den headed fr interchange entrance.
Weien said she will be lateee, i stood thr watch fr 172 <:
Saw 172 and i went inside interchange lol :x.
Walked to GV, bought tickets heng we got th last few rows from th bckk (:
Went fr lunch at LJS.
Alot peepo --'.
Nbm, ate and chat.
Since we got timeee.
Went to NTUC buy food to smuggle in muahahhahaahhas*
Spent quite a long time --', look at time lik 5more mins to 2.20.
Faster go GV, damn sian, watch advs --'.
Saw one of th adv abt a thai movieee seem nice siol ): .
Weien asked me if i wan to watch, and of cos i wan :DD !
HP started, it was niceeee <:.
But ended liao waiting fr part 2 to come out nxt year.
So is breaking dawnn :D.
Whole movie onlyy hand cold.___., weien was eating chocolate while all those unxpected sences suddenly pop out and she complaint to me tht she was eating chocolates LOL :x.
bet w/ her tht a girl will sit bside me she bet tht it will be a guyy.
Saad enuf, is a girl :DDD !
Aft movie, weien need go straight home, ugh, no street bball ): !

I put on a mask and pretends.

Tao Li ftw first gold medal fr sg :DD !
Ily, LOL :x.
Hehes ><, tmr watching movie w/ weien <:.
Finally, not rotting liaoo !
:DD ! We are being kiasu to go thr earlier buyy tickets LOL :x.

A long way down.

Well it's 12+ yet i feel lik blogging wdf --' lol :x.
Cause im sad ): !
I oso dont knw whyy ): .
At this part of time, those who can cheer me up isnt here TT !
Cries*







This long bus ride, i sat alone.
Pluck in earpieces and think about us.
I watch the rain droplets as they slide down the windows.
And dragging myself away from that awful nightmare of us.
There's nothing between us anymore, things seem to be fading.
I said that things seem to be fading, but whenever i saw your message, this feeling went away.
Tell me what to do, to end this sufferings; begin a new feeling, that will never fade away.
I have had enough, but i continued to suffer in silence, i dare not speak a word.
'Cause i know when i pour things out to you, things aren't going to go anywhere better.
'Cause the chance that i gave, already prove everything.
You seem fine with everything, that makes me fall back and don't want to destory things for you.
I guess, thats' what it's all about;
Me not daring to destory things for you which seem so great in your heart, but seem so complicated in my heart.

Love drips down like rain.

Well, im back from CCK aft taking 172 to CCK and taking 172 back lol.
Th first 172 i took was quiet peaceful, great (: !
Second one otw back to boonlay was sibei noisy can .___. !
Somemore my back sit tio taken ): !
And i was dumb enuf to stand in th rain and wait fr traffic light whn i can jus tak out my umbrella and wait, well i guess i was too lazyy to stop xD
Going fr dinner later w/ bro (: buais.

I dont know how long i can hold on.

Srsly blog is totally dead.
Pri sch hvnt holidae, jealous, still can go sch ): .
Not lik me --, stuck at home, use comp do th same things and do house chores wdf?
ROT LA CB ._.
Ytd was pissed & sad.
Thks to somethings and someone oh great.
& tht liar out thr, you knw, you lie to me twice and i will keep tht in mind yeah (: .
Gonna go out w/ ettati and mayb weien and wenling to eat chocolate fondue agn O: ?
Ettati suggested anw o-o.
Currently, counting down to th days whr i can finally go out and buy my clothes fr th trip to china and 29Nov going to china.
Gonna rot on th plane --', but bringing my fonee to listen to music tho, since it can function w/o my sim card O: !
Bringing lappy along, praydie thr got internet --' !

You never know when you are gonna lose me.

Okays ettati complained tht my blog is getting dead so is my tumblr.
Well cause im getting dead too ): .
Tdy FINALLY went out w/ ettati (: .
Went fr lunch at mac tgt w/ sister.
Fil sms sayy saw us at POSB o-o, didnt saw him ><.
Ate. okays totally dead silence between 3 of us can D: .
Nbm, went to NTUC to buy things fr steamboat fr tonight, daddy's bdae :D.
Help sister bring things home first and meet ettati at library agn.
Guaikia do HW (Y).
I kept complaining abt th rombus qn to ettati xD
Hu ask her giv me wrong ans --'!
Arnd 4+ went to third lv.
Kept pulling ettati's bag and she let go of her bag, well sad fr her, i put it on top of th shelf :b.
hehhes xD
Walked arnd and went homee (:.

Cheers

Kua ^ myy Piglet family w/ a smal winnie :D.

You was the one that cheered me even tho its terrible day.

Tdyy morning didnt wan to wake up ):.
But force myself tho.
Prepare and watch show while folding clothes.
And met w/ Erin and Kenny.
She said she wan to meet w/ me earlier giv me smth end up she came late and i hav to go up agn put th 'smth' and meet w/ kenny and her.
Reach MRT station SiMun complained --', say i th organiser yet late.
Not lik i wan siol .___., ZY alrdy reach liao he tap in stupid :x.
Waited fr PK, Willie and tap in (:
Th boys one of them need buy ticket to get in -.-, waited fr them and board th train to JooKoon cause we wan sit :b.
All girls manage to chiong in sad fr th guys <:.
They say they go Bedok first --', sua lo baibai.
We sit to bedok, all squeeze tgt in one row lack of one seat ): .
Sit all th way to bedok.
Met th guys and took 401.
Alot peepo nerh.
In bus thks to Erin and Simun i screamed non-stop and is lik we are th most noisest de lo. thks god --'
Reached thr, walk to bike rental and rented fr 2hours.
Zhao dk how cycle teach her cmi.
Decided to chg 2 solo bike to one two person bike.
Ended up me and siewpeng cycle tht one yuzhao and zhongying both dk how cycle de stand thr dk to wht xD
others cycle to bedok jetty nice (:
But raining fuuck --', cycle to area G find Simun, siewhui and kenny den cycle bck to meet others at mac.
It's lik damn far can .___.
Simun say bo time, need return bikes liaoo.
Fuuck th guys xpect zhongying --'
Xpect us to help you push all your bikes to th rental -'-.
Fuucking dulan abt tht.
And i actually made them walk from mac to rental and bck to mac to find us (: .
Paisehh uhs zhongying ): .
Walked to bus-stop was supposed to wait fr 401 but me and erin decided to cabb-ed to bedok MRT station more fast <:.
Cabb-ed w/ zhao, peng and erin (:.
Others dw cabbed lo.
Hai us waited fr so long at bedok MRT station somemore go buyy things eat wlao.
Cnnt tahan we jus train-ed back to boonlay.
At Enous get off say wan wait fr th simun their tht train.
Came here bo space to get up walao lik srsly -'-.
Took th nxt train, bo peepo de <:.
But tht MRT sot tio de --'.
Reached boonlay say will wait fr four of us yet all ps all zao liaoo.
Saw SiMun she xplained everyth den nbm lo o:.
SiewHui was nice to sms me :D.



Happy second month darling (:

It just hurts.

Tmr finally going out not gonna rot :D.
Tmr is oso 2nd month o:...

Cause you never thought of me.

Todayy went out w/ KitSon, melvin,weimeng, ettati, wenling and weien (:.
To celebrate wenling's bdae :D.
Went to NTUC buyy food first <:, since having food party as requested by wenling (:.
Went to JCP eat first and went to fill th plastic bag w/ water.
Wanted to playy water bombs ended up hor suayy la simi officer came and sayy we cnnt play water bombs here kb -'-.
Ended up he went and we play anw.
Went to fill th plastic bags agn, tio say by nerhnerhnerh we cnnt play he will tell officer cb, we left all th water bombs thr and we zao to safra .___.
Aft tht went to JP-arcade <:.
Me, wenling and weien totally addicted to th basketball laughhs*.
We played till sibei violent but at least our score veryy good la :b.("GOOD")
Went to kpitiam drink smth and went home (:.


-Srsly, if you LOVE to hong so much, well im letting you.

Tell me what to do.

Holidaee jus started yet im feeling lik sibei bored liao ._.
Going out tmr and nxt fridae.
Oh great, other days i can prepare to rot at homee.
Fuckshyt ._.

Breaking, no mending.

OCU clean th wall,hand totally hav th soapy feeling until i bathe.
Tdy is fuck up day -.-
Time rewind backk to pri sch life leh ._., walao ): .
Sec sch is totally screwed up can ._.
Feel lik breakin down >:.
But glad tht its holidae no more hell, but hell awaits nxt year fuuck, i wanna chg sch la lj ._.

Gonna come to an end.

http://knockitdownzxc.tumblr.com/ < My tumblr link :D, jus created as suggested by ettati (:.
Tdy was ok-ish.
Jus tht tmr got OCU ): !
I must clean th walls wdf D: , how clean sia TT.

You wanna try me?

I think Zhao and Jul coming to xpress sia YAY!
Jul asked me abt xpress nbm la its nice (:.
Tdy Math lesson kitson was funny --', cher ask abt height, he stood up and say he is arnd 176cm LOLOL.
D&T lesson didnt get to watch incredile tales *CRIES*
Wrote abt achievements all those, i write damn little can ): .
Aft school bus-ed to JP w/ weien and ate subway <:
And went to library, sent weien to traffic light and baibais (:

I'm wouded.

Damn sad and buaysong now ): .

I'm dying inside.

Morning bus-ed to sch w/ zhao, same bus as KY and her AHEM ^-^.
Whyy leave a seat in-between sehh. :x.
Went to class sit down, im as hyper as always ._.
Lessons went thro paper ._. boring ): .
Aft sch went to cck meet peepo and bus-ed home.
Not in mood takin MRT lolol :x.

I'm suffering 'cause of you.

Fuck up -'-.
Srsly i dont knw wads wrong w/ this year can so many things happen --'

I love you,

Today bus-ed to school, regret sitting bside ettati ): .
I tortured her (:, by repeating same things over and over laughs.
Im good at tht (:.
Reached school oh rev up.
Iloveit.
Aft rev up was Math.
Im sweating lik siao and tmr got CCA ): !
English ms Rahimah wasnt here *grins*.
Recess i accidentally poured weien's peach tea omg ): .
All of them wanna smackzxc me -.-.
Chinese go thro paper, i got 33/40 fr Oral CHIO! :D.
I wanna sleep can during Chinese --'.
Hist was fun, lik only 15mins fr lessons ._.
Other time i was laughing non-stop thks to th guys --'.
KitSon esp.
SciBio was kinda sien i nearly fall aslp agn omg ._______________.
Aft Sci went to look fr Mr Chua w/ Bernice, cnnt find him sia ):.
Went home w/ Fil <: .
Had lunch w/ ettati and weien.

Watch me.

Okays morning bus-ed to school w/ normal peepos (:.
Morning qian nian lao yao talk craps OH GREAT.
Sec 1 mass check written scripts.
I knew it, i failed my Sci --'.
Fucktard.
Sua at least other subjects i manage to pass but still not sure fr my History god ):.
Lessons continued aft 10.
Art paste this and tht.
Recess slacks.
Math hmm went thro paper OMG i totally falling asleep uhs )x !
D&T watched incredible tales was nice (:.
Aft tht we was early dismissed YAY.
Went to workshop get bck stuffs otw down saw lizard point to it to weien; she screamed LAUGHS* :x.
Workshop locked --' went to bus stop w/ her and bus-ed to JP bought sushis and went to void deck ate it.
Alot of strange peepos can .____.
Tmr rev up omg )): .

I'm drown in my own tears.

Finally found blogskin tht i can use fr th time being.
Srsly i shud jus stop looking fr a perfect blogskin fr myself --'.
Wasting my time and fuck th codes.
I cant edit this front wdf.
Ytd spent lik almost 2hours+ searching fr blogskin omfg.
2+ den i bathe thks to me fr finding a blogskin.
And srsly im rotting @ home.
Gonna get English answers from kaya later (: she is watching movie later bo jio ): lolol :x.
I oso brokee liao :b
Must start saving le wor ):, holiday coming in 2weeks time and i hav tons of outing i wanna go TT.
Audi-ed w/ yanhong fr days clubbing all th time, she addicted to it --'.
Must stop blogging liao if not later late bathe agn :x.

I'm sorry that i made the wrong choice.

Today morning wokee up (:.
Bathe and do finish hsework <:.
Mehmeh say watch movie w/ me tdy hahas, but he jk de la (:.
I jio-ed yanhong YAY.
I was pathetic enuf to jio Kenny --'
Met w/ yanhong, bought th tickets fr "Bestseller" YAY.
Last row oh great.
Went home to tak my specs.
Came bckk JP buy some snacks and drink first.
Jacket too small to get those things smug in oh fuckk.
Went home agn, tak bag and went fr GV (:.
I love th cinema :D.
Settle down, watch th adv fr awhile and i saw EunBin :DD !
*WAVES*
She didnt sat bside me ):.
Hong kept pray tht got peepo sit bside me but sad enuf, no peepo <:.
Two siaozhaborh infront of us kip scream sia wdf is wrong w/ you guys --'
Overall th movie is rlly nice :D and disgusting :x.
Aft movie went fr late lunch w/ hong ((: (Y).
Saw Kaya, i scared her :b.
Went home (:.

Im dying inside..

Srsly somebody pls do tht.
Im suffering.
When is all this gonna end?
I had enough but what can i do?
It seems impossible to end it...

I had enough, and im ending it.

Tdy's oral is totally screwed so is my blogskin all fxck up la --'.
Sibei pissed off now .____________.

I was always seem as a strong girl,

Okays, prepare to fail my Sci Bio liao lo.
Tdy's paper was lik sibei hard uhs --'
I didnt finish it, prepare to fail fxcktard.

'Cause your sweet.

Okkays, finally reopen my blog agn (:, closed it down since im totally not in mood of blogging at tht period of time yeah.
So now gonna psot abt today :D.
Morning woke up and watch TV while eating breakfast.
Bathe- Do housework- meet kaya.
She wore black whn its so hot --'.
Went to MRT stn waited fr ettati fr damn long but nbm ._.
Train-ed to city hall and chg line to bishan.
On MRT three of us lik sibei horny can :x.
Keep fuck here and thr laughhs*.
Met weien at bishan (:.
Passed th raglan tee to Chloe and went to buy things to eat/drink.
And up to th roof garden :D.
Called SiewPeng abt th sticky whr to buy.
And she xplained, i dont understand a single thing, i told ettati, kaya and weien.
They all laughed, cos i told them th directions ._______. and its kinda weird LOL.
Ettati took a video of me agn --', ytd tak tdy oso tak TT.
I snatched th fone and manage to delete it w/ kaya's help nyehahahs!
Tytys kaya ILY alot <:.
Went to bishan MRT stn agn, decided to buy rock candies rather than sticky :DD.
Pass tee to another person first and i saw ANG MOS!
O-O !
Stopped at novena and went to bought rock candies.
Sibei lot of peepo inside th shop can --'.
Squeeze it, and squeeze out ._________.
Went to mac aft tht, we talked and laughed lik siao zhaborhs alot.
But kaya didnt, she was busy w/ ettati's fone ._.
3 of us laugh lik siao :x.
Aft tht train-ed backk to JP (:.
Otw play jie long w/ weien agn.
Kaya helped both of us and i tortured weien MUAHAHAHAHHAS!
Kaya went off first, rest of us went to NTUC bought things.
Ettati sister ask her buy veggies my mummy oso ._.
Aft tht went to John Little ettati wanted O:.
Reached thr, play w/ th perfumes and those testers :B.
Aft tht home sweet home (:

Tears held back,

Sometimes just by thinking about things it made me in tears.
I can't accept your character and neither can you accept mine.

Everything getting out of control,

Kua my newest husband :b.
Nyehahahs, alot husbands liao ;shy.
Not posting tdy <:.
Dont feel lik posting, closing down blog soon i guess?

Didn't know it all,

Lazyy to post but postin 'cos someone ask me to <:, but off liao tht person D:, nbm ((:.

Morning bus-ed to sch w/ normal peepo xpect nv w/ hong and jul liao >:.

Reached sch company zhao tak her hist txtbk and ettati put her lantern, my lantern lik shyt so i redo-ed it YAY.

Went to tok to weien <:.

Tdy havin pushy ball :DD, i went up and ball, tio step, tio push until i nearly brk into pieces can .____.

Bernice and Kaya oso not bad arh same as me :b.

Math was ok-ish did corrections agn.

EL was fun :x.

They req HeYong to pull th screen down and he did th same mistak cannot pull it down properlyy, whole class burst out laughing lik siao :B.

Damn bad can :x.

Recess slack slack slack <:

ML sit bside weien, too bad Melvin :b!

We bo liao till use my marker write on her hand and my hand and smudge it on each other hand of th shape, chio (:.

Hist was fun :DDD, Jinghe and KitSon kip ma'am ma'am ma'am till she go kaboomz :x.

I scored 17/30 fr my test zai nerh --'.

Last page weien wrote more den me whn i only wrote half of th page, i score btr den her laughs!

Sci Bio went thro HW ma'am called me ):, pls uhs dont call me agn liao nerhh, i srsly dont knw how to ans .__________________.

Aft sch went to mac w/ weien, kaya, claudia, wenlin, kitson and aloy (:.

KitSon is disgusting --', added all th food inside th coffee cup and pour in th plastic cup wdf :x.

Went home w/ kaya, at traffic thr saw Andy, chg specs le seh :DD, look nerd :x, no offence :B.

When it comes to choices, i'm a dumb.

Morning waited fr Zhao and ettati fr damn long can ):.
All thks to 243 they takin --'.
Heng manage to catch th 172 <:.
'Cos whn reached sch alrdy quite late liao )):.
Today home @westwood was abt virus all this.
Peepo asked wads home @ww fr, den no peepo ans :x.
Pohpoh said porn since last time we did porn fr home @ww.
Since we talk abt viruses, jinghe started saying last time he receive a strange msg from a indian 'cause all indian words lol .____.?
KitSon answered, jus reply nerhnerhnerhnerhnerhnerh lo.
Laughhs*
Jared oso suddenly respond alot to Mr Yaw laughhs*.
Chinese was ok, feel lik sleeping and great, i forget get my xi zi book --', 1week+ le fxcktard.
Art was fun (:.
Ms Soh rocks :B, peepo kip pronouce as Ms O :b.
She tok-ed chinese to me lawl :x.
Peepo gather arnd my grp to talk abt class tee and class outing- chalet.
Dont even knw if i wanna anort )):.
Recess slacks w/ my siaozhaborh, ettati and wenling :DD.
Math was slack-ish enuf.
Did corrections and i srsly feel lik sleeping agn ):.
D&T was okkay, did smoothing.
I cut my hand TT, while i was away washing my wound, Bernice told weien abt a story "A pathetic life of my ahma" LOL.
Wdf --', say me laohua yan sia walan eh, i jus accidentally cut my hand nia ):.
Arnd 2:40 den went off.
Went to had lunch den went to classrm for Ms O's grp study.
2seniors came, 'cos they from Ms O class, one sibei bo liao can --'.
Me and ettati doing notes half way, come in between us and shock me -___________-.
Aft tat bus-ed to interchange w/ yanyu and ettati.
Ettati at first say wan go Mac eat ended up bo ._.
So went straight home, used lappy awhile do smth den off fr dinner.
Reached home abt 6 liao wdf D:.
Dinner-ed and now posting, tmr hav rev-up omfg >:.

This is just like a game,

Today went out w/ Zhao and Peng (:.
Went to Vivo first.
Since 2pm den meet w/ Charles.
They bully me sia whn reach roof garden .__________________________.
Was being bullied th whole day *sobs*
Fxck you guys :b.
Aft meet w/ Charles went to IMM ((:.
Saddie, roof garden close o:.
Im cutting short everyth (:.
So baibai :B.

Look me in my eyes,

Went sch w/ ettati today <:.
Saw hong she jus say baibai to me >:!
Tot zhao would tak 199 w/ them ended up she took 172 w/ me and ettati *YAY*.
Didnt see jul baby TT.
Same bus as dumbdumb ((:.
I was being bullied in bus by both of th baddies DD:.
I cry hor :b!
Reached sch, talk talk talk <:.
Went to hall, ettati sit at th last second row, we didnt let her sit th last third row :B.
No peepo wan sit bside her laughs*, 'cause bside her is hu? Her stead <:, yet they must hav gap 'cos of chers wdf --'.
KitSon jump down from last row to sit bside ettati 'cos omf coming :DD.
He is damn cute ^-^.
Ettati complained tht kitson and firda kip touchin each other laughhs*
And srsly, orhbi tat hongster didnt sit bside TOOT today :B!
Nyehahahahas!
Math was fun YAY!
I love Mr Ali :D, as a cher ((:.
PE had test wdf shyt --'.
During practicing, i keep cmi, test i can sia zai zai :B.
Recess hmmm.. chiong Sci, read abit of Hist, Math chiong abit :D.
Cold can rainin --'.
Sci Bio was ok-ish glad cher didnt call me .____. 'cause ytd she did and i dont even understand wad she wan me to do wdf ._________________________.
Hist test, OMFG, i srsly dont knw how to do TT.
Th SEQ see alot peepo write full page sia >:, i only wrote half a page 'cause i went to count :B.
OMFG, mai fail nerh )):.
Aft sch went to library awhile and went to JP w/ wenling, weien & ettati.
Seem lik aft sch always go w/ same person <:.
Dont knw whr my kaya is )):.
WeiEn gtg 'cause meeting her fren o:
Rest of us went to Mac.
Saw Fil they all O-O!
Bought lunch and talk.
Wenling started talking abt lady gaga's meat dress and her stead.
And suddenly th jurong sec girls bside us oso tok abt them, wdf are you trying to show har?
Debate sibo -'-?
Aft lunch went to libraryy.
Imma srsly bored >:, ettati guaiguai do her work, wenling drawing.
I did nth ended up bo bian must do HW TT.
I guai norh :DD.
Tmr going out w/ ettati YAY*