A long way down.

Well it's 12+ yet i feel lik blogging wdf --' lol :x.
Cause im sad ): !
I oso dont knw whyy ): .
At this part of time, those who can cheer me up isnt here TT !
Cries*







This long bus ride, i sat alone.
Pluck in earpieces and think about us.
I watch the rain droplets as they slide down the windows.
And dragging myself away from that awful nightmare of us.
There's nothing between us anymore, things seem to be fading.
I said that things seem to be fading, but whenever i saw your message, this feeling went away.
Tell me what to do, to end this sufferings; begin a new feeling, that will never fade away.
I have had enough, but i continued to suffer in silence, i dare not speak a word.
'Cause i know when i pour things out to you, things aren't going to go anywhere better.
'Cause the chance that i gave, already prove everything.
You seem fine with everything, that makes me fall back and don't want to destory things for you.
I guess, thats' what it's all about;
Me not daring to destory things for you which seem so great in your heart, but seem so complicated in my heart.