Fucking cry my heart out.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Well forgot to do day 3 ytd so doing it tdy, and day five will continue whn im back from China going China tmr 8am morning flight -.-.


Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
1. Be romantic :B.
2. Buy me chocolates and roses(which girl wouldnt love it? *BERNICE*).
3.Sweet talks but not too much :/
4. Hav th courage to talk to me.
5. Doesnt hong other peepo much ._______.
6. Always by my side whn im sad.
7. Hav sense of fashion :/ ?
8. Be yourself .

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
1. Is it wrong to brk ): ?
2. Im such a fucking bitch.
3. Shouldnt hav accepted th r/s and brk your heart twice >:.
4. Chocolateeeeeee.
5. New bag ): .
6. WHY WHY WHY.
7. Whn am i finishing my holidaee assignment.



Today went out w/ SiewPeng and HuiJuan.
Laughhs*, Siewpeng damn shy can.
Hui is younger den us yet peng damn shy :B.
Went to city hall, sibei hot, heng im wearing white not lik peng wear black :B.
Aft buying bags went to mac and ate lunch.
SiewPeng didnt eat anyth ._____.
And i hav to treat tht hui :/
Shop arnd, well tht shopping mall is sibei boring luhs.
Walk out of th mall, curious enuf we went up some esclator, and i tio scam to go all th way up and peng and hui didnt ):.
Peng was laughing lik siao abt myy fake voice, cause i keep chg from normal voice to man voice and some sissy voice :B !
Train-ed to Jurong east, took shuttle bus to IMM.
YIPPEE, bought takoyaki, bring back some memories ): .
Went to roof garden eat liao, went inside agn.
Went to kopitiam fr drink :x.
And go back roof garden lolol.
Watcg th fishes, i put leg inside tio caught by guard -'-.
Play th water playgrnd :x, siewpeng tio spray water at by hui & me, orhbi :3.
Went inside, and we damn baichi can, play th merry go arnd, th 3kids sit tht one, one ride $2, siao eh, siewpeng put money three of us sit, head sibei dizzy x.x .
Aft tht shop shop arnd, and took shuttle bus.
Train-ed back to boonlay went to buy candies first before meet th guy fr th bags.
Fuuck luhs, he at another side ._____., nbm sua walked over and went to buy coloured shoelace.
Suay to walk pass a dnt knw wht shop, and tio pull inside by both of them .______.
Hui wanted to pooh bear, peng want th tapole omg x.x !
Covered my ears and ran out.
Tio pull back agn D:, bo bian help to catch th pooh bear fr hui, fuuck uhs, nearly get it keep drop -'-.
Peng tried fr th tapole saddened, cannot :x, she tryy th pooh also, jus abit more niaa, cb, eat money de ): !
Sent hui to 243 and went home w/ peng <:.
Going overseas from 29Nov-13Dec *winkwink* miss me hor :b, cheh (: .

Things werent suppose to be this way.

A day without your message is just like weeks without your message.
That's how much i misses you, you know?
Now things are over, i guess it would be different.

Nine things about yourself.

Nine things about yourself.


Erm..

1. SiaoZhaBorh (:
2.Chocolate lover.
3. Afriad of insects -_____-
4. Short :/?
5. Hardly talk to boyboys.
6. SUPER DUBER FRIENDLY:B.
7. Eat alot o-o?
8. Diao and dao strangers xD .
9. *Fill in strangers (:*



Today morning woke up by mummy, call non-stop ._____.
Cannot sleep well ytd night, sighh*.
Lunch arnd 3+ went to JP w/ jie.
And im glad tht my shoes save me :/.
Otw down to interchg, saw psg & frens, so hmmm, yeah my shoes save me before they even saw me cause i stop to make my shoes.
Easyy to see, psg w/ his bag.
Tmr going out w/ wenling & ettati to library (: .

Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Okays th 10 peepo thingy uhs...


1- Ezzati, Hello MOMMY, you own me chocolates :x. And alot alot somemore :B ! Okkays la, remain being happy okays dont upset cause of bastards <:.

2- WeiEn, HELLO :D. lol :x, you also own me chocolate *tskk*, cheh, cheer up okays <:, you whole holiday lik sibei sad lik this >: , cheer cheer <:.

3-Wenling, Nuer <: ~ Dont sad if alot peepo not going fr th outing, i will go de *winkwink*.

4-Kenny, Chicken, thks fr th conforts ytd night uhs (:, feeling better liao. & isnt a need to eat th head fr dinner :x. & also cheer up luhs (: .

5-Daryl, kidnapper ! :D. lol :x, i will cheer up de luhs :D, thks fr asking me to cheerup (:.

6-Min Tan, BERRY :DDD. LOL :x, ily okays. end - :x

7-YanHong, honghong ;mua, mai jio me go audi liao luhs x.x, i will go whn i wann de <:, playy audi w/ other peepo first :D.

8-Julene, facebook status back to married tgt agn <:, may we last long HAHAHAHSH :x.

9-Alvin, thks fr your concern, but srsly you no need care so much abt me :x .

10- Nobody x.x/

Le lacrime gocciolante

Damn sad nao ): .
Mehmeh TT...
*Sighh*
Poured things out, having a break from everything till nxt year.
So yeah, kind of single now.
Lemme enjoy my single till nxt year arrives.
Hope things get back to normal uhzxc.
Hvnt complete alot alot of HWs , whn jus 5more days im flying away .

This beatiful sight.

Having a bad headache *sighh*
Go away please ): .
Long time nv chat w/ mehmeh liao >:, all thks to his cb father.
-'-.
Headache pain ):.




You realise it didn't you?
But you didn't make any efforts to mend it.
I guess that's how it was suppose to be.
I'm tired.
I'm ignoring everything.
'& i finally found out what i mean to you by your actions.
Enough of hurt.
When you feel like it, you come for me, when you don't feel like it, you leave me aside.
Am i a toy to you?
Just few more days, things are gonna be sort out, and i swear about that.

Things gone.

Thanks all agn fr th wishing <:.
And tht hong, i dont hav a pathetic life :/ !
Ytd midnight sent last final kiss and did wedding was sibei nervous uhs D: .
Hands sibei cold, scare cnnt pass x.x, end up last try pass anw :D!
Hostage and Kidnapper LOL :x.
Class outing kinda screwed? peepo dw go botanic garden .____. some suggested sentosa, oh god.

I hug you tight and let go when it's time.

Tdy celebrated my bdae, even tho it shud be tmr.
Well, bo bian, tmr jie going out .____. !
Dinner went to sakae, damn full D: .
Come home eat Blackforest cakee.
Its nice and sweet sibei niceee :D !
Okkays, stopping post, too full liao ><.

Pouding heart.

Well, tdy woke up at 10 SHARP.
I didnt wan to wake up ):, but since im finally going out and not rotting i woke up :D.
Ate breakfast and on lappy.
Did hse chores and watch showw.
Den headed fr interchange entrance.
Weien said she will be lateee, i stood thr watch fr 172 <:
Saw 172 and i went inside interchange lol :x.
Walked to GV, bought tickets heng we got th last few rows from th bckk (:
Went fr lunch at LJS.
Alot peepo --'.
Nbm, ate and chat.
Since we got timeee.
Went to NTUC buy food to smuggle in muahahhahaahhas*
Spent quite a long time --', look at time lik 5more mins to 2.20.
Faster go GV, damn sian, watch advs --'.
Saw one of th adv abt a thai movieee seem nice siol ): .
Weien asked me if i wan to watch, and of cos i wan :DD !
HP started, it was niceeee <:.
But ended liao waiting fr part 2 to come out nxt year.
So is breaking dawnn :D.
Whole movie onlyy hand cold.___., weien was eating chocolate while all those unxpected sences suddenly pop out and she complaint to me tht she was eating chocolates LOL :x.
bet w/ her tht a girl will sit bside me she bet tht it will be a guyy.
Saad enuf, is a girl :DDD !
Aft movie, weien need go straight home, ugh, no street bball ): !

I put on a mask and pretends.

Tao Li ftw first gold medal fr sg :DD !
Ily, LOL :x.
Hehes ><, tmr watching movie w/ weien <:.
Finally, not rotting liaoo !
:DD ! We are being kiasu to go thr earlier buyy tickets LOL :x.

A long way down.

Well it's 12+ yet i feel lik blogging wdf --' lol :x.
Cause im sad ): !
I oso dont knw whyy ): .
At this part of time, those who can cheer me up isnt here TT !
Cries*







This long bus ride, i sat alone.
Pluck in earpieces and think about us.
I watch the rain droplets as they slide down the windows.
And dragging myself away from that awful nightmare of us.
There's nothing between us anymore, things seem to be fading.
I said that things seem to be fading, but whenever i saw your message, this feeling went away.
Tell me what to do, to end this sufferings; begin a new feeling, that will never fade away.
I have had enough, but i continued to suffer in silence, i dare not speak a word.
'Cause i know when i pour things out to you, things aren't going to go anywhere better.
'Cause the chance that i gave, already prove everything.
You seem fine with everything, that makes me fall back and don't want to destory things for you.
I guess, thats' what it's all about;
Me not daring to destory things for you which seem so great in your heart, but seem so complicated in my heart.

Love drips down like rain.

Well, im back from CCK aft taking 172 to CCK and taking 172 back lol.
Th first 172 i took was quiet peaceful, great (: !
Second one otw back to boonlay was sibei noisy can .___. !
Somemore my back sit tio taken ): !
And i was dumb enuf to stand in th rain and wait fr traffic light whn i can jus tak out my umbrella and wait, well i guess i was too lazyy to stop xD
Going fr dinner later w/ bro (: buais.

I dont know how long i can hold on.

Srsly blog is totally dead.
Pri sch hvnt holidae, jealous, still can go sch ): .
Not lik me --, stuck at home, use comp do th same things and do house chores wdf?
ROT LA CB ._.
Ytd was pissed & sad.
Thks to somethings and someone oh great.
& tht liar out thr, you knw, you lie to me twice and i will keep tht in mind yeah (: .
Gonna go out w/ ettati and mayb weien and wenling to eat chocolate fondue agn O: ?
Ettati suggested anw o-o.
Currently, counting down to th days whr i can finally go out and buy my clothes fr th trip to china and 29Nov going to china.
Gonna rot on th plane --', but bringing my fonee to listen to music tho, since it can function w/o my sim card O: !
Bringing lappy along, praydie thr got internet --' !

You never know when you are gonna lose me.

Okays ettati complained tht my blog is getting dead so is my tumblr.
Well cause im getting dead too ): .
Tdy FINALLY went out w/ ettati (: .
Went fr lunch at mac tgt w/ sister.
Fil sms sayy saw us at POSB o-o, didnt saw him ><.
Ate. okays totally dead silence between 3 of us can D: .
Nbm, went to NTUC to buy things fr steamboat fr tonight, daddy's bdae :D.
Help sister bring things home first and meet ettati at library agn.
Guaikia do HW (Y).
I kept complaining abt th rombus qn to ettati xD
Hu ask her giv me wrong ans --'!
Arnd 4+ went to third lv.
Kept pulling ettati's bag and she let go of her bag, well sad fr her, i put it on top of th shelf :b.
hehhes xD
Walked arnd and went homee (:.

Cheers

Kua ^ myy Piglet family w/ a smal winnie :D.

You was the one that cheered me even tho its terrible day.

Tdyy morning didnt wan to wake up ):.
But force myself tho.
Prepare and watch show while folding clothes.
And met w/ Erin and Kenny.
She said she wan to meet w/ me earlier giv me smth end up she came late and i hav to go up agn put th 'smth' and meet w/ kenny and her.
Reach MRT station SiMun complained --', say i th organiser yet late.
Not lik i wan siol .___., ZY alrdy reach liao he tap in stupid :x.
Waited fr PK, Willie and tap in (:
Th boys one of them need buy ticket to get in -.-, waited fr them and board th train to JooKoon cause we wan sit :b.
All girls manage to chiong in sad fr th guys <:.
They say they go Bedok first --', sua lo baibai.
We sit to bedok, all squeeze tgt in one row lack of one seat ): .
Sit all th way to bedok.
Met th guys and took 401.
Alot peepo nerh.
In bus thks to Erin and Simun i screamed non-stop and is lik we are th most noisest de lo. thks god --'
Reached thr, walk to bike rental and rented fr 2hours.
Zhao dk how cycle teach her cmi.
Decided to chg 2 solo bike to one two person bike.
Ended up me and siewpeng cycle tht one yuzhao and zhongying both dk how cycle de stand thr dk to wht xD
others cycle to bedok jetty nice (:
But raining fuuck --', cycle to area G find Simun, siewhui and kenny den cycle bck to meet others at mac.
It's lik damn far can .___.
Simun say bo time, need return bikes liaoo.
Fuuck th guys xpect zhongying --'
Xpect us to help you push all your bikes to th rental -'-.
Fuucking dulan abt tht.
And i actually made them walk from mac to rental and bck to mac to find us (: .
Paisehh uhs zhongying ): .
Walked to bus-stop was supposed to wait fr 401 but me and erin decided to cabb-ed to bedok MRT station more fast <:.
Cabb-ed w/ zhao, peng and erin (:.
Others dw cabbed lo.
Hai us waited fr so long at bedok MRT station somemore go buyy things eat wlao.
Cnnt tahan we jus train-ed back to boonlay.
At Enous get off say wan wait fr th simun their tht train.
Came here bo space to get up walao lik srsly -'-.
Took th nxt train, bo peepo de <:.
But tht MRT sot tio de --'.
Reached boonlay say will wait fr four of us yet all ps all zao liaoo.
Saw SiMun she xplained everyth den nbm lo o:.
SiewHui was nice to sms me :D.



Happy second month darling (:

It just hurts.

Tmr finally going out not gonna rot :D.
Tmr is oso 2nd month o:...

Cause you never thought of me.

Todayy went out w/ KitSon, melvin,weimeng, ettati, wenling and weien (:.
To celebrate wenling's bdae :D.
Went to NTUC buyy food first <:, since having food party as requested by wenling (:.
Went to JCP eat first and went to fill th plastic bag w/ water.
Wanted to playy water bombs ended up hor suayy la simi officer came and sayy we cnnt play water bombs here kb -'-.
Ended up he went and we play anw.
Went to fill th plastic bags agn, tio say by nerhnerhnerh we cnnt play he will tell officer cb, we left all th water bombs thr and we zao to safra .___.
Aft tht went to JP-arcade <:.
Me, wenling and weien totally addicted to th basketball laughhs*.
We played till sibei violent but at least our score veryy good la :b.("GOOD")
Went to kpitiam drink smth and went home (:.


-Srsly, if you LOVE to hong so much, well im letting you.